1
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( skateboard rolling )     

2
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         <i> ( man laughs )</i>        

3
00:00:13,981 --> 00:00:16,281
              <i> Wow.</i>             

4
00:00:16,283 --> 00:00:18,117
         Can't believe          
    you found these things.     

5
00:00:20,154 --> 00:00:22,221
  - Were they in that drawer?   
          - Man:<i> Yeah.</i>          

6
00:00:22,223 --> 00:00:24,089
     They should have been      
         in the drawer.         

7
00:00:24,091 --> 00:00:27,159
    They were in the drawer     
  with the desk by the thing.   

8
00:00:27,161 --> 00:00:28,460
       Yeah, like I said.       

9
00:00:30,264 --> 00:00:32,331
        - But I didn't--
- Man:<i> Show the camera.</i>     

10
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     This is that Christmas     
       dinner that I was        
       telling you about.       

11
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          Yeah. Yeah.           

12
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              Man:              
  <i> They're walking the streets</i>  

13
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  <i> as though we weren't living</i>  

14
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       <i> through some sort</i>       
    <i> of a hideous nightmare.</i>    

15
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    <i> Only you can hear people</i>   
      <i> screaming and dying</i>      

16
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      <i> and crying for help.</i>

17
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<i> No one else</i>          
     <i> seems to be noticing.</i>     

18
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        <i> Only it's worse</i>        
         <i> than wartime,</i>         

19
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     <i> because during a war,</i>     
     <i> the people are united</i>     

20
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    <i> in a shared experience.</i>    

21
00:00:59,660 --> 00:01:01,693
        <i> This war has not</i>       
           <i> united us.</i>          

22
00:01:01,695 --> 00:01:03,462
        <i> It's divided us.</i>       

23
00:01:03,464 --> 00:01:05,431
         <i> It's separated</i>        
     <i> those of us with AIDS</i>

24
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and those of us who fight    
      for people with AIDS      

25
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        <i> from the rest of</i>       
        <i> the population.</i>        

26
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    <i> Two and a half years ago</i>   
    <i> I read a "Life" magazine</i>   
       <i> editorial on AIDS,</i>      

27
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  <i> which said it's time to pay</i>  
 <i> attention to this disease now,</i>

28
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     <i> because it's beginning</i>    
   <i> to strike the rest of us.</i>   

29
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     <i> It was as if I wasn't</i>
<i> the one holding the magazine</i> 
          <i> in my hand.</i>          

30
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    <i> So where do you get it,</i>    
    <i> and for how much money,</i>    

31
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        <i> because it isn't</i>       
       <i> happening to them,</i>      

32
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   <i> so they don't give a shit.</i>  

33
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      <i> And they don't have</i>      
    <i> their houses burned down</i>   
     <i> by bigots and morons.</i>     

34
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       <i> They only watch it</i>      
         <i> on the news...</i>

35
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Man:              
            <i> William.</i>           

36
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              Oh.               

37
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       You're still here.       

38
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       <i> How was your nap?</i>       

39
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       It was absolutely,       
     positively wonderful.      

40
00:01:52,680 --> 00:01:56,415
          ( chuckles )          
       Thank you so much        
          for asking.           

41
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         Do me a favor,         
        Sam, would you?         

42
00:02:01,088 --> 00:02:03,822
       I want you to put        
        that camera down

43
00:02:03,824 --> 00:02:05,324
and help me           
         to the toilet.         

44
00:02:05,326 --> 00:02:06,992
         I have to take         
       a shit right now.        

45
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        ( door creaks )         

46
00:02:19,907 --> 00:02:22,074
        I'm gonna head.         

47
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        I left the money        
       in your sneakers.        

48
00:02:27,681 --> 00:02:29,448
        You said three.         

49
00:02:31,085 --> 00:02:32,684
        It's all I have.        

50
00:02:33,888 --> 00:02:35,988
           Whatever.            

51
00:02:49,203 --> 00:02:51,370
       Try and make sense       
        of this for me.         

52
00:02:58,712 --> 00:03:01,146
         <i> I don't know.</i>
<i> It's a puzzle.</i>        

53
00:03:04,785 --> 00:03:06,618
        <i> I'm leaving you</i>        
         <i> with a puzzle.</i>        
          <i> ( chuckles )</i>         

54
00:03:10,057 --> 00:03:13,559
          <i> To my body:</i>          

55
00:03:13,561 --> 00:03:15,794
   <i> someday my ship will come.</i>  

56
00:03:22,736 --> 00:03:24,403
     It's not finished yet.     

57
00:03:28,008 --> 00:03:29,074
             What?              

58
00:03:30,110 --> 00:03:32,077
            Too gay?            

59
00:03:32,079 --> 00:03:34,346
         Too political?         
          Too AIDS-y?           

60
00:03:37,618 --> 00:03:40,285
             So...              

61
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       no new paintings.

62
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Oh...              

63
00:03:43,757 --> 00:03:47,392
     I'm just-- I'm trying      
      to get back to doing      
   something important again.   

64
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     Isn't it a little bit      
        late in the game        

65
00:03:51,332 --> 00:03:54,166
        to start trying         
         something new?         

66
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       I mean, I get it.        
     You're getting older.      

67
00:03:56,136 --> 00:03:58,604
       You feel the need        
     to reinvent yourself.      

68
00:03:58,606 --> 00:03:59,938
         It's not that.         

69
00:04:04,812 --> 00:04:07,646
          No one wants
to see this, Sam.        

70
00:04:07,648 --> 00:04:09,781
        They want to see        
        your paintings.         

71
00:04:11,285 --> 00:04:12,551
           Trust me.            

72
00:04:14,054 --> 00:04:15,454
        Well, fuck you.         

73
00:04:16,724 --> 00:04:19,391
           - Really?            
        - Yeah, really.         

74
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       ( music playing )        

75
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         � Elijah rock,         
     shout, shout, shout �      

76
00:04:51,258 --> 00:04:54,860
         � Elijah rock,         
       coming up, Lord �        

77
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         � Elijah rock,         
     shout, shout, shout �

78
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� Elijah rock,         
       coming up, Lord �        

79
00:05:03,404 --> 00:05:05,337
      - Isn't she divine?       
           - Mm-hmm.            

80
00:05:05,339 --> 00:05:09,007
          - All right,          
      this round is on me.      
        - Thanks, babe.         

81
00:05:09,009 --> 00:05:10,676
        Glad you're out.        
      It's been too long.       

82
00:05:10,678 --> 00:05:12,511
      Yeah, where the fuck      
       is everybody else?       

83
00:05:12,513 --> 00:05:14,446
       They're scruffing        
          and grinding          
         and dick pics.

84
00:05:14,448 --> 00:05:16,415
Oh, my!             
           All right.           

85
00:05:16,417 --> 00:05:18,350
           A whiskey            
         for Sam there          

86
00:05:18,352 --> 00:05:20,886
      and a cranberry soda      
          for my baby.          

87
00:05:20,888 --> 00:05:23,055
       I'm on a cleanse.        

88
00:05:23,057 --> 00:05:24,923
         Jesus Christ.          

89
00:05:24,925 --> 00:05:27,092
       - Cheers, queers.        
         - Ooh, cheers.         

90
00:05:28,529 --> 00:05:32,731
      � Oh, shout, shout,       
          hallelujah �          

91
00:05:32,733 --> 00:05:36,268
      � Coming up, Lord �       

92
00:05:42,910 --> 00:05:44,776
    So did you have a chance
to look through         

93
00:05:44,778 --> 00:05:46,945
        those old slides        
     and photos for me yet?     

94
00:05:46,947 --> 00:05:48,480
            Not yet.            

95
00:05:48,482 --> 00:05:50,215
     Are you still working      
     on that William thing?     

96
00:05:50,217 --> 00:05:51,917
      - Come on, Jeffrey.       
   - It's been like 20 years.   

97
00:05:51,919 --> 00:05:52,951
          Yeah, I know          
      how long it's been.       

98
00:05:52,953 --> 00:05:54,219
        All right, Sam.         

99
00:05:54,221 --> 00:05:56,621
        We will find you        
          the photos.           

100
00:05:56,623 --> 00:05:58,390
          Don't worry.

101
00:05:58,392 --> 00:05:59,758
But like from          
     the old days, Jeffrey.     

102
00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:01,693
     - Before he was sick.      
          - I'll look.          

103
00:07:10,531 --> 00:07:14,566
     ( piano music plays )      

104
00:07:35,722 --> 00:07:37,889
          ( chuckles )          

105
00:07:40,694 --> 00:07:42,727
          <i> Oh, my God.</i>          

106
00:07:50,737 --> 00:07:52,504
      Yeah, look at that.       
         Look at that.          

107
00:07:52,506 --> 00:07:53,905
      Beautiful, isn't it?      

108
00:07:53,907 --> 00:07:56,842
       Cover's beautiful.       
       I love this cover.       

109
00:08:15,963 --> 00:08:21,233
       Jeffrey Ann Miller       
           741-7246.

110
00:08:21,235 --> 00:08:23,034
I know his number.       

111
00:08:23,036 --> 00:08:26,605
        Will get my AIDS        
          and ACT UP!           
       archival materials       

112
00:08:26,607 --> 00:08:29,708
           and slides           
        and photographs         
           in a box,            

113
00:08:29,710 --> 00:08:31,243
     labeled in my bedroom,     

114
00:08:31,245 --> 00:08:32,878
        and first crack         
         at my gay AIDS         
        and health books        

115
00:08:32,880 --> 00:08:35,313
   in bookcases one and two.    

116
00:08:35,315 --> 00:08:40,886
      And the woven wicker      
         laundry basket
under the stairs.        

117
00:08:40,888 --> 00:08:43,321
        Are you getting         
         all this, Sam?         

118
00:08:43,323 --> 00:08:45,423
             Woman:             
         <i> Isn't this all</i>        
        <i> a bit premature?</i>       

119
00:08:45,425 --> 00:08:48,159
            William:            
       <i> My impending death</i>      
         <i> is premature.</i>         

120
00:08:51,999 --> 00:08:54,432
             Now...             

121
00:08:54,434 --> 00:08:58,236
             I want             
     a memorial service...      

122
00:08:58,238 --> 00:09:01,640
          but please,
no eulogies.          

123
00:09:01,642 --> 00:09:04,743
      Use the photo of me       
    in my Saks Fifth Avenue     
         tweed jacket,          

124
00:09:04,745 --> 00:09:06,177
         taken in 1978.         

125
00:09:06,179 --> 00:09:08,480
        It's on a shelf         
        in the armoire.         

126
00:09:08,482 --> 00:09:14,853
           And I want           
       a party afterward.       

127
00:09:14,855 --> 00:09:17,689
       A Christmas party,       
          with a tree.          

128
00:09:17,691 --> 00:09:20,258
              Sam:              
        <i> Christmas party?</i>       

129
00:09:20,260 --> 00:09:25,964
        As you may know,
Christmas is my favorite    
            holiday.            

130
00:09:25,966 --> 00:09:29,868
   And as I most likely won't   
  be around for another one...  

131
00:09:31,805 --> 00:09:35,607
       Christmas in July.       
         Or September.          

132
00:09:35,609 --> 00:09:39,044
    <i> Whenever my body decides</i>   
        <i> it's had enough.</i>       

133
00:09:42,382 --> 00:09:44,883
     Well, I looked awful.      

134
00:09:46,520 --> 00:09:48,353
     Can I bum another one?     

135
00:09:48,355 --> 00:09:50,655
   You sure are smoking a lot   
 for someone who doesn't smoke. 

136
00:09:50,657 --> 00:09:52,057
        Don't tell Mark.        

137
00:09:56,296 --> 00:09:57,462
            Oopsie.

138
00:09:58,498 --> 00:10:00,031
Back in a minute.        

139
00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:15,814
             Woman:             
      Maybe they're right.      

140
00:10:15,816 --> 00:10:18,183
       Maybe who's right?       

141
00:10:18,185 --> 00:10:21,753
        At the gallery.         
       Why don't you take       
     a break from all this?     

142
00:10:21,755 --> 00:10:23,254
        Take a vacation.        

143
00:10:26,660 --> 00:10:28,727
          I don't need          
       a vacation, Mags.        

144
00:10:28,729 --> 00:10:32,397
 I mean, what have I been doing 
   for the last 15, 20 years?   

145
00:10:32,399 --> 00:10:34,666
     You certainly haven't      
     been hiring a cleaner.

146
00:10:39,740 --> 00:10:42,674
Sam:              
       <i> William was angry.</i>      

147
00:10:42,676 --> 00:10:45,510
      <i> He was angry because</i>     
   <i> nobody was angry anymore,</i>   
           <i> you know?</i>           

148
00:10:51,385 --> 00:10:53,451
       Before he died...        

149
00:10:53,453 --> 00:10:57,756
         I mean, like,          
        before before...        

150
00:10:57,758 --> 00:10:59,591
        we were a team.         

151
00:10:59,593 --> 00:11:03,194
        You and William         
      and Jeffrey and me.       

152
00:11:03,196 --> 00:11:04,162
            We were.            

153
00:11:07,134 --> 00:11:09,067
   Why did we never do that?

154
00:11:09,069 --> 00:11:10,535
Do what?            

155
00:11:10,537 --> 00:11:12,937
            Give him            
      his Christmas party.      

156
00:11:12,939 --> 00:11:15,306
             Oh...              
         I don't know.          

157
00:11:16,910 --> 00:11:19,277
  He wanted a Christmas party   
  and we never gave it to him.  

158
00:11:19,279 --> 00:11:21,379
       Okay, William did        
   all kind of crazy things.    

159
00:11:21,381 --> 00:11:25,650
       He sent postcards        
   addressed to his own body.   

160
00:11:25,652 --> 00:11:28,553
     Yeah, and I have every     
 single one of them down there. 

161
00:11:36,830 --> 00:11:39,764
         Will you speak
to Jeffrey for me?       

162
00:11:39,766 --> 00:11:41,266
        I mean, he says         
  he's okay with all of this,   

163
00:11:41,268 --> 00:11:42,567
    but I don't think he is,    

164
00:11:42,569 --> 00:11:44,102
       and Mateo pretends       
     like he wants to help,     

165
00:11:44,104 --> 00:11:46,237
        but then he acts        
   like I'm Dr. Frankenstein.   

166
00:11:46,239 --> 00:11:48,807
         - Mateo can be         
        a little bitch.         
           - Mm-hmm.            

167
00:11:50,243 --> 00:11:51,910
          Jeffrey will          
         listen to you.         

168
00:11:55,148 --> 00:11:57,415
       I'll talk to him.

169
00:11:57,417 --> 00:11:59,217
Thanks, Mags.          

170
00:12:00,787 --> 00:12:02,721
      I know I can always       
         count on you.          

171
00:12:04,324 --> 00:12:06,091
       - You're the best.       
             - Mm!              

172
00:12:06,093 --> 00:12:07,726
           - Shut up.           
         - ( chuckles )         

173
00:12:10,831 --> 00:12:13,932
      � Ain't got nobody �      

174
00:12:13,934 --> 00:12:17,936
         � Nobody cares         
            for me �            

175
00:12:17,938 --> 00:12:21,339
          � I'm so sad          
       and lonely, baby �       

176
00:12:21,341 --> 00:12:24,909
        � Won't somebody        
     take a chance on me? �

177
00:12:28,815 --> 00:12:30,348
( plays piano )         

178
00:12:30,350 --> 00:12:32,817
      � Ain't got nobody �      

179
00:12:32,819 --> 00:12:35,954
    � Nobody cares for me �     

180
00:12:37,724 --> 00:12:40,458
   � I'm so sad and lonely �    

181
00:12:40,460 --> 00:12:44,028
        � Won't somebody        
     take a chance on me? �     

182
00:12:45,899 --> 00:12:49,701
             Both:              
    � Nobody cares for me �     

183
00:12:58,879 --> 00:13:00,745
           Oh, Mags.            

184
00:13:50,864 --> 00:13:52,897
        Whatcha readin'?        

185
00:13:52,899 --> 00:13:55,266
             Shit.              

186
00:13:55,268 --> 00:13:58,136
         You scared me.         

187
00:13:58,138 --> 00:14:00,071
        Can I sit here?         

188
00:14:00,073 --> 00:14:01,172
        If you want to.

189
00:14:03,376 --> 00:14:05,310
So...              

190
00:14:05,312 --> 00:14:08,513
    - what are you reading?     
 - Ah, that's just... nothing.  

191
00:14:09,549 --> 00:14:11,449
              Oh.               

192
00:14:11,451 --> 00:14:13,284
          Is it good?           

193
00:14:13,286 --> 00:14:17,488
    He was a friend of mine,    
          the writer.           

194
00:14:17,490 --> 00:14:19,023
       But he's dead now.       

195
00:14:21,228 --> 00:14:23,561
      Well, that's no fun.      

196
00:14:23,563 --> 00:14:25,563
             It was             
        a long time ago.        

197
00:14:29,102 --> 00:14:31,469
     We all die eventually.     

198
00:14:31,471 --> 00:14:33,838
         Memento mori.          

199
00:14:33,840 --> 00:14:38,009
    Means "Remember death."

200
00:14:38,011 --> 00:14:41,479
Or "Remember          
       you're gonna die."       

201
00:14:48,421 --> 00:14:51,956
       So why do you have       
     such a morbid tattoo?      

202
00:14:51,958 --> 00:14:54,726
  It's just a little reminder   
     that life is precious.     

203
00:14:56,529 --> 00:14:59,998
         I got it after         
        my father died,         
     about nine years ago.      

204
00:15:01,334 --> 00:15:05,270
          My dad died,          
    I threw a fucking party.    

205
00:15:05,272 --> 00:15:07,071
      You didn't get along      
         with your dad?         

206
00:15:08,942 --> 00:15:11,509
         Uh, that was--
that was a bad joke.      

207
00:15:11,511 --> 00:15:13,278
              Oh.               

208
00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:16,848
     But, no, we did not...     

209
00:15:16,850 --> 00:15:18,216
           get along.           

210
00:15:20,353 --> 00:15:21,619
        That's too bad.         

211
00:15:28,895 --> 00:15:30,962
             What?              

212
00:15:30,964 --> 00:15:33,164
              Sam:              
  <i> I can't tell if you're real</i>  

213
00:15:33,166 --> 00:15:36,100
       or just a figment        
       of my imagination.       

214
00:15:38,738 --> 00:15:40,638
         I've had a lot         
           to drink.            

215
00:15:45,645 --> 00:15:49,047
        I'm pretty sure         
           I'm real.

216
00:15:51,584 --> 00:15:53,651
( door creaking )        

217
00:15:57,824 --> 00:15:58,890
              Oh.               

218
00:16:14,274 --> 00:16:15,773
      So what do you like?      

219
00:16:16,943 --> 00:16:18,443
       What do you like?        

220
00:16:22,349 --> 00:16:26,117
     Do you have a condom?      
       I only play safe.        

221
00:16:28,088 --> 00:16:30,188
           - Me, too.           
           - Uh-huh.            

222
00:16:48,241 --> 00:16:51,142
    Sorry that was so fast.     

223
00:16:51,144 --> 00:16:52,610
       ( clears throat )        
          Don't worry.          

224
00:16:52,612 --> 00:16:55,980
      Sure you'll be ready      
    to go again soon enough.    

225
00:16:55,982 --> 00:16:57,949
         Did you come?

226
00:16:57,951 --> 00:16:59,884
No.               

227
00:16:59,886 --> 00:17:02,286
         There you go.          

228
00:17:02,288 --> 00:17:03,488
            Thanks.             

229
00:17:06,393 --> 00:17:08,226
          Want a beer?          

230
00:17:08,228 --> 00:17:10,294
     Uh, maybe some water?      

231
00:17:15,635 --> 00:17:17,735
        <i> Mind if I smoke?</i>       

232
00:17:17,737 --> 00:17:19,537
       Do what you want.        

233
00:17:35,021 --> 00:17:36,721
       What is all this?        

234
00:17:39,626 --> 00:17:42,427
         It's a project         
        I'm working on.         

235
00:17:47,700 --> 00:17:49,067
          Is this you?          

236
00:17:50,136 --> 00:17:52,136
             Yeah.              

237
00:17:52,138 --> 00:17:54,172
     With my writer friend      
            William.

238
00:17:56,276 --> 00:17:59,277
You remind me of him      
        a lot, actually.        

239
00:17:59,279 --> 00:18:02,213
        And that is one         
       of the very first        
    ACT UP! demonstrations.     

240
00:18:04,651 --> 00:18:06,984
          You do know           
    what ACT UP! is, right?     

241
00:18:06,986 --> 00:18:10,488
             Yeah.              
     Wasn't born yesterday.     

242
00:18:10,490 --> 00:18:14,158
      When were you born?       
       Don't answer that.       

243
00:18:14,160 --> 00:18:17,395
          ( chuckles )          

244
00:18:22,669 --> 00:18:24,102
      You're a filmmaker.       

245
00:18:27,407 --> 00:18:29,273
         I'm an artist.

246
00:18:34,714 --> 00:18:37,381
Come on.            
         Break's over.          

247
00:18:42,088 --> 00:18:44,889
      ( bottles clinking )      

248
00:18:49,996 --> 00:18:51,462
              Hi.               

249
00:18:53,032 --> 00:18:54,265
            Morning.            

250
00:19:48,421 --> 00:19:51,255
         What is this?          

251
00:19:51,257 --> 00:19:53,758
           I'm fine.            
          How are you?          

252
00:19:53,760 --> 00:19:56,460
       Why is there money       
          in my shoe?           

253
00:19:56,462 --> 00:19:58,396
        Well, we hadn't         
      discussed it before,      

254
00:19:58,398 --> 00:20:00,331
        but I thought...        

255
00:20:00,333 --> 00:20:01,732
     500 for an overnight.

256
00:20:06,639 --> 00:20:08,773
- Seriously.          
      - I might offer you       
       something to eat,        

257
00:20:08,775 --> 00:20:11,742
   but I don't eat breakfast.   

258
00:20:13,079 --> 00:20:14,378
           Or lunch.            

259
00:20:16,482 --> 00:20:18,182
          But I'd like          
       to see you again.        

260
00:20:20,086 --> 00:20:21,686
        Unless you have         
      some sort of policy.      

261
00:20:23,790 --> 00:20:26,691
       So can I call you        
           sometime?            

262
00:20:28,428 --> 00:20:29,760
             Sure.              

263
00:20:34,701 --> 00:20:36,267
             Okay,              
      what's your number?

264
00:20:58,558 --> 00:20:59,590
Great.             

265
00:21:06,165 --> 00:21:07,999
             Okay.              

266
00:21:08,001 --> 00:21:09,233
           Bye, then.           

267
00:21:10,803 --> 00:21:12,703
         Bye, Braeden.          

268
00:21:17,744 --> 00:21:18,743
        ( door closes )         

269
00:21:24,083 --> 00:21:27,852
             - Hey.             
   - Oh, good, you're alive.    

270
00:21:27,854 --> 00:21:30,655
      Uh... how was work?       

271
00:21:30,657 --> 00:21:32,256
         It was lunch,          
          it was dead.          

272
00:21:48,675 --> 00:21:51,042
    Did you call Isaac about    
   the leak in the bathroom?    

273
00:21:51,044 --> 00:21:52,910
      I thought we agreed       
     that if we're gonna be
gone all night,         

274
00:21:52,912 --> 00:21:55,212
       we'd at least send       
        a fucking text.         

275
00:21:55,214 --> 00:21:56,981
       My phone was dead.       

276
00:22:03,956 --> 00:22:05,856
   I have a present for you.    

277
00:22:14,367 --> 00:22:15,833
        Close your eyes.        

278
00:22:17,570 --> 00:22:19,937
            Come on.            
        Close your eyes.        

279
00:22:28,781 --> 00:22:30,014
           Open them.           

280
00:22:31,984 --> 00:22:35,386
        - What is this?         
          - It's $500.          

281
00:22:35,388 --> 00:22:38,989
         - From where?          
  - I met some guy last night,  

282
00:22:38,991 --> 00:22:41,325
        and we went back
to his place, and...      

283
00:22:41,327 --> 00:22:43,160
    - What, you robbed him?     
      - He gave it to me.       

284
00:22:43,162 --> 00:22:45,963
          - For what?           
      - For sex, I think.       

285
00:22:47,066 --> 00:22:49,333
       He's crazy, right?       

286
00:22:49,335 --> 00:22:51,769
    Yeah, it's pretty crazy.    

287
00:22:51,771 --> 00:22:54,905
       I guess he thought       
     I was a professional.      

288
00:22:54,907 --> 00:22:57,641
    This is a lot of money.     
     Like, what did you do      
            to him?             

289
00:22:57,643 --> 00:22:59,510
          Nothing out           
        of the ordinary.

290
00:23:00,913 --> 00:23:03,848
How old is this guy?      

291
00:23:03,850 --> 00:23:06,384
            45, 50.             
         Are you upset?         

292
00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:09,987
         I don't know.          

293
00:23:09,989 --> 00:23:11,622
           Don't be.            
        It's 500 bucks.         

294
00:23:11,624 --> 00:23:13,257
             Right.             

295
00:23:15,428 --> 00:23:19,363
         So I am dating         
       a prostitute now.        

296
00:23:20,767 --> 00:23:24,268
         An accidental          
          prostitute.           

297
00:23:24,270 --> 00:23:26,203
             Right.             
      Right, right, right.      

298
00:23:26,205 --> 00:23:29,140
     Please don't be upset.

299
00:23:29,142 --> 00:23:30,708
Promise you're not upset.    

300
00:23:39,886 --> 00:23:42,186
           I promise.           

301
00:23:42,188 --> 00:23:44,588
           Next time            
      I'll ask for double.      

302
00:23:48,795 --> 00:23:51,629
       ( buzzer sounds )        

303
00:23:51,631 --> 00:23:54,999
          - Sam:<i> Yeah?</i>          
       - Samuel, it's me.       

304
00:23:55,001 --> 00:23:57,968
            -<i> Jules?</i>            
       - ( gate buzzes )        

305
00:24:04,177 --> 00:24:06,010
          - Surprise!           
         - Hey, Jules.          

306
00:24:06,012 --> 00:24:08,045
         I'm moving in.         

307
00:24:08,047 --> 00:24:10,848
            - What?             
     - Just for a few days.

308
00:24:10,850 --> 00:24:15,152
Uh, I thought you didn't    
leave Sagaponack in the summer. 

309
00:24:15,154 --> 00:24:19,023
   Now I know you don't eat,    
   but I brought croissants.    

310
00:24:19,025 --> 00:24:20,558
         Why aren't you         
       in your apartment?       

311
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,359
    I'm having my apartment     
        painted, Samuel.        

312
00:24:22,361 --> 00:24:25,996
            - Okay.             
      - Jesus, this place       
           is a dump.           

313
00:24:25,998 --> 00:24:27,398
         It looks like          
       you just moved in.       

314
00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:28,666
   Now don't worry about me,

315
00:24:28,668 --> 00:24:30,100
I won't take up         
        too much space.         

316
00:24:30,102 --> 00:24:32,136
    I'll sleep on the couch.    
           I insist.            

317
00:24:34,240 --> 00:24:37,741
       Shocking as it is,       
   I can't say I'm surprised.   

318
00:24:37,743 --> 00:24:40,277
    - He wasn't sick at all.    
      - Perfectly healthy,      

319
00:24:40,279 --> 00:24:42,213
         for nearly 70.         

320
00:24:42,215 --> 00:24:45,783
      - He was just alone.      
       - We're all alone.       

321
00:24:47,420 --> 00:24:49,920
       But we don't just        
   up and jump out a window.    

322
00:24:59,632 --> 00:25:01,665
          So your work
is going well?         

323
00:25:04,604 --> 00:25:06,737
       Actually, I really       
   don't know what I'm doing.   

324
00:25:06,739 --> 00:25:09,440
         That's a great         
          place to be.          

325
00:25:09,442 --> 00:25:11,642
            - It is?            
         - Sure it is.          

326
00:25:13,145 --> 00:25:14,545
           And how's            
        your love life?         

327
00:25:16,115 --> 00:25:17,715
         I always want          
   to talk to you about art,    

328
00:25:17,717 --> 00:25:19,450
        and all you want        
        to hear about is        
        who I'm fucking.

329
00:25:19,452 --> 00:25:22,353
At my age, I have        
       to get my thrills        
          where I can.          

330
00:25:25,725 --> 00:25:28,259
     - When's the service?      
      - Wednesday morning.      

331
00:25:28,261 --> 00:25:31,262
         Then I'm back          
         to the beach.          

332
00:25:31,264 --> 00:25:34,231
        Oh, you can stay        
  as long as you want, Jules.   

333
00:25:34,233 --> 00:25:35,633
            Really.             

334
00:25:38,304 --> 00:25:42,473
        - These are all         
       the photos I have.       
         - Oh, my God.          

335
00:25:42,475 --> 00:25:44,241
         I wonder what
happened to him.        

336
00:25:48,514 --> 00:25:50,481
             - Oh!              
  - Do you remember that day?   

337
00:25:50,483 --> 00:25:51,849
   - I almost froze to death.   
            - Yeah.             

338
00:25:51,851 --> 00:25:53,183
     You never wore gloves.     

339
00:25:53,185 --> 00:25:55,319
        Well, you let me        
       keep my hands warm       

340
00:25:55,321 --> 00:25:58,289
          - Hey, hey.           
       - in your armpits        
        between chants.         

341
00:25:58,291 --> 00:26:02,059
      So you think you'll       
       be able to get me        
  those slides any time soon?

342
00:26:03,429 --> 00:26:05,663
Come on, I'm not trying     
        to put you out.         

343
00:26:05,665 --> 00:26:07,865
   Well, it's just everything   
       went into storage        
     when we moved in here.     

344
00:26:07,867 --> 00:26:09,600
           Oh, yeah.            

345
00:26:09,602 --> 00:26:11,335
  I knew it was Mateo's fault,  
           all right.           

346
00:26:11,337 --> 00:26:13,537
            Jeffrey:            
    I will try to find them     
        for you, I will.        

347
00:26:13,539 --> 00:26:15,339
       I'll come with you       
       if you need help.        

348
00:26:15,341 --> 00:26:17,041
             Mateo:
Hey, babe.           

349
00:26:17,043 --> 00:26:18,509
        What are you two        
             up to?             

350
00:26:18,511 --> 00:26:22,046
     - I was just leaving.      
      - Aw! What a shame.       

351
00:26:25,685 --> 00:26:28,452
       Thanks for these.        
        Goodbye, Mateo.         

352
00:26:28,454 --> 00:26:29,553
             Mateo:             
     Good to see you, Sam.      

353
00:26:29,555 --> 00:26:31,355
          - Bye, Sam.           
         - Sam: Mm-hmm.         

354
00:26:35,728 --> 00:26:39,229
        So, uh, Sam here        
      grave digging again?      

355
00:26:39,231 --> 00:26:40,898
           ( growls )

356
00:26:40,900 --> 00:26:45,035
I know. Why don't you just   
    give him what he wants?     

357
00:26:45,037 --> 00:26:48,906
   William isn't just Sam's,    
           you know?            

358
00:26:48,908 --> 00:26:50,107
            I know.             

359
00:27:08,828 --> 00:27:10,461
             Jules.             

360
00:27:12,999 --> 00:27:15,633
       ( quiet snoring )        

361
00:28:44,290 --> 00:28:46,590
              Sam:              
    <i> Hey, can you come over?</i>    

362
00:28:49,695 --> 00:28:53,230
     <i> Don't use the buzzer.</i>     
   <i> Text me when you're near.</i>   

363
00:28:59,205 --> 00:29:02,272
            William:            
         <i> Chris, the guy</i>
<i> from the coffee shop.</i>     

364
00:29:02,274 --> 00:29:05,275
        First cappuccino        
          I ever had.           

365
00:29:05,277 --> 00:29:08,979
      Yeah, he was there.       

366
00:29:08,981 --> 00:29:12,316
        <i> and I would see</i>        
  <i> so many people that I knew,</i>  

367
00:29:12,318 --> 00:29:14,151
    <i> and my doctor would go.</i>    

368
00:29:14,153 --> 00:29:17,788
          <i> ( laughing )</i>         
     <i> I could see him there.</i>    

369
00:29:17,790 --> 00:29:21,859
    <i> God, I remember one time</i>   
       <i> at the Mine Shaft</i>       

370
00:29:21,861 --> 00:29:26,029
   <i> I was strung up by Louie,</i>

371
00:29:26,031 --> 00:29:28,031
and he was whipping       
      the shit out of me,       

372
00:29:28,033 --> 00:29:31,201
    and you were there, Sam.    

373
00:29:31,203 --> 00:29:35,539
         And you looked         
   positively... heartbroken.   

374
00:29:38,043 --> 00:29:42,146
    <i> I later had to tell you</i>    
         <i> not to worry.</i>         

375
00:29:42,148 --> 00:29:44,414
      <i> It was just for fun.</i>     

376
00:29:44,416 --> 00:29:46,817
        <i> You were always</i>        
      <i> so sentimental, Sam.</i>     

377
00:29:49,922 --> 00:29:52,756
       <i> Well, now Louie's</i>       
         <i> dead now, too.</i>        

378
00:30:05,538 --> 00:30:06,970
     ( cell phone buzzes )

379
00:30:30,362 --> 00:30:33,630
( door creaks, closes )     

380
00:30:33,632 --> 00:30:37,167
 - Sorry, the M wasn't running. 
         - Shh! Quiet.          

381
00:30:46,579 --> 00:30:50,247
       ( paper rustling )       

382
00:30:50,249 --> 00:30:51,949
         Let's get this         
     out of the way first.      

383
00:30:53,485 --> 00:30:58,288
              200?              
      No overnight, okay?       

384
00:30:58,290 --> 00:30:59,289
             Sure.              

385
00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:04,494
          And you have          
          to be quiet.          

386
00:31:04,496 --> 00:31:07,497
     No screaming tonight.      

387
00:31:07,499 --> 00:31:09,233
           I'll try.            

388
00:31:56,215 --> 00:32:00,050
        Are you hungry?

389
00:32:00,052 --> 00:32:04,154
I have this friend       
     who's a straight guy.      
         He's married,          

390
00:32:04,156 --> 00:32:07,357
    and he's always talking     
   about how he wants to have   
     sex with other women.      

391
00:32:07,359 --> 00:32:09,126
    - All men want to fuck.     
            - Right.            

392
00:32:09,128 --> 00:32:11,361
         - So do women.         
       - I wouldn't know.       

393
00:32:13,299 --> 00:32:16,800
     So this guy is always      
      saying to me, like,       

394
00:32:16,802 --> 00:32:20,871
     "Wow, you're so lucky,     
     you can just have sex
with whoever you want,"     

395
00:32:20,873 --> 00:32:23,040
   and I'm like, "So can you.   

396
00:32:23,042 --> 00:32:25,742
      You know, just talk       
   to your wife about having    
     an open relationship."     

397
00:32:25,744 --> 00:32:27,644
         Right? I mean,         
      you're both adults.       

398
00:32:27,646 --> 00:32:31,014
       You should be able       
        to at least talk        
      about what you want,      

399
00:32:31,016 --> 00:32:33,016
           about sex            
       and stuff, right?        

400
00:32:33,018 --> 00:32:34,418
             - And?             
     - Yeah, and so he says

401
00:32:34,420 --> 00:32:36,253
this, like,           
    super patronizing thing,    

402
00:32:36,255 --> 00:32:39,823
     like, "Well, when you      
      <i> really</i> love someone,     

403
00:32:39,825 --> 00:32:42,993
         and you start          
      a family with them,       

404
00:32:42,995 --> 00:32:45,429
         then you don't         
        want to see them        
       with anyone else."       

405
00:32:45,431 --> 00:32:50,434
   Like I'm some disgusting,    
     promiscuous gay friend     

406
00:32:50,436 --> 00:32:53,670
     who doesn't understand     
  how to really love someone.   

407
00:32:55,174 --> 00:32:57,040
           Thank you.

408
00:32:57,042 --> 00:32:59,176
Oh, can I have         
   some more coffee, please?    

409
00:32:59,178 --> 00:33:01,378
   Like, I have a boyfriend,    
             right?             

410
00:33:01,380 --> 00:33:03,380
       But I can have sex       
    with whoever I want to.     

411
00:33:03,382 --> 00:33:05,716
    - You have a boyfriend?     
      - Didn't I tell you?      

412
00:33:05,718 --> 00:33:07,751
       - No, you didn't.        
             - Oh.              

413
00:33:07,753 --> 00:33:09,853
          Well, yeah.           

414
00:33:09,855 --> 00:33:13,690
        But we're open,         
      so I do what I want.      

415
00:33:13,692 --> 00:33:15,826
       - He doesn't care?
- No.              

416
00:33:26,972 --> 00:33:29,039
         Who's that guy         
         on your couch?         

417
00:33:29,041 --> 00:33:30,974
        Oh, that's just         
         an old friend.         

418
00:33:30,976 --> 00:33:34,144
      He's my old teacher       
        from art school.        

419
00:33:37,916 --> 00:33:39,049
             Cool.              

420
00:33:43,822 --> 00:33:44,988
        How old are you?        

421
00:33:47,226 --> 00:33:48,792
      I thought you didn't      
         want to know.          

422
00:33:48,794 --> 00:33:50,460
           Now I do.            

423
00:33:52,064 --> 00:33:53,563
           Almost 30.           

424
00:33:54,800 --> 00:33:57,401
           - Really?
- Are you disappointed?     

425
00:33:59,938 --> 00:34:02,305
     Damn, I didn't ask her     
          for ketchup.          

426
00:34:02,307 --> 00:34:03,707
        How old are you?        

427
00:34:05,411 --> 00:34:07,477
        Still old enough        
       to be your father.       

428
00:34:07,479 --> 00:34:08,812
           Oh, good.            

429
00:34:11,083 --> 00:34:13,150
        Excuse me, miss.        

430
00:34:13,152 --> 00:34:16,753
      Can me and my daddy       
       have some ketchup?       

431
00:34:19,358 --> 00:34:21,658
  So do you have a daddy thing  
   because your father died?    

432
00:34:21,660 --> 00:34:23,493
          Hmm. Do you           
       like younger guys

433
00:34:23,495 --> 00:34:26,329
because you're trying      
    to recapture your youth?    

434
00:34:29,535 --> 00:34:32,502
      When I was your age,      
            younger,            

435
00:34:32,504 --> 00:34:34,805
         all my friends         
          were dying.           

436
00:34:34,807 --> 00:34:36,773
      Dropping like flies.      

437
00:34:36,775 --> 00:34:39,009
       I went to funerals       
         twice a week.          

438
00:34:46,285 --> 00:34:47,584
          So, yeah...           

439
00:34:49,955 --> 00:34:53,023
      I guess I am trying       
     to recapture my youth.     

440
00:34:59,331 --> 00:35:00,897
     But you know, it's not     
 really a daddy thing with me.

441
00:35:00,899 --> 00:35:05,869
I actually don't feel      
    any older than you are.     

442
00:35:05,871 --> 00:35:08,939
     And I'm not attracted      
 to guys my age, I'm just not.  

443
00:35:11,009 --> 00:35:13,643
        I like all types        
            of guys.            

444
00:35:13,645 --> 00:35:18,748
    Young, old, big, small.     
       Why discriminate?        

445
00:35:18,750 --> 00:35:20,383
           How old's            
        your boyfriend?         

446
00:35:20,385 --> 00:35:22,786
       - Braeden:<i> My age.</i>       
      - Sam:<i> There you go.</i>      

447
00:35:33,532 --> 00:35:36,199
     William was beautiful.     

448
00:35:36,201 --> 00:35:40,904
    Really so, so gorgeous.

449
00:35:42,441 --> 00:35:44,040
And he went           
     from being so handsome     

450
00:35:44,042 --> 00:35:48,578
  to looking a zombie skeleton  
       in a horror movie.       

451
00:35:49,615 --> 00:35:50,814
             Fuck.              

452
00:35:53,218 --> 00:35:54,885
   We used to go to a diner,    
       kind of like this,       

453
00:35:54,887 --> 00:35:57,220
    just a couple of blocks     
        away, actually,         

454
00:35:57,222 --> 00:35:59,556
       and it was always        
     full of muscle queens      
        and 'roid heads,        

455
00:35:59,558 --> 00:36:01,458
          and William           
       would always say,

456
00:36:01,460 --> 00:36:03,326
"Let's get a table       
     right in the middle."      

457
00:36:04,930 --> 00:36:07,464
    He liked to scare them.     

458
00:36:07,466 --> 00:36:09,933
       William was quite        
        the provocateur.        

459
00:36:11,236 --> 00:36:12,435
           So was I.            

460
00:36:13,972 --> 00:36:15,172
          Not anymore?          

461
00:36:16,542 --> 00:36:18,942
      We fought for things      
     that really mattered.      

462
00:36:20,579 --> 00:36:23,079
          - Like what?          
      - Like health care,       

463
00:36:23,081 --> 00:36:24,881
         and the right          
       to be a dirty fag,       

464
00:36:24,883 --> 00:36:26,883
        and to fuck who
and how we wanted.       

465
00:36:26,885 --> 00:36:29,085
       We fought against        
     the church and the FDA     
       and the government       

466
00:36:29,087 --> 00:36:33,924
       and we were really       
      getting somewhere...      

467
00:36:33,926 --> 00:36:37,794
         and nowadays,          
       your generation...       

468
00:36:37,796 --> 00:36:40,430
     you don't do anything.     

469
00:36:40,432 --> 00:36:42,499
         And you think          
    that's because of what?     

470
00:36:42,501 --> 00:36:44,568
     The community is dead.     

471
00:36:44,570 --> 00:36:46,937
          Literally...          

472
00:36:46,939 --> 00:36:49,005
    as well as figuratively.

473
00:36:49,007 --> 00:36:51,508
Sure, it's not         
     the same as it was...      

474
00:36:53,245 --> 00:36:54,611
          but what is?          

475
00:36:54,613 --> 00:36:57,647
      But there used to be      
      such a brotherhood,       

476
00:36:57,649 --> 00:37:01,151
    and now, you young gays     
    just aren't interested.     

477
00:37:06,124 --> 00:37:09,426
        Some people say         
      it's the corn syrup.      

478
00:37:09,428 --> 00:37:13,496
         - Corn syrup?          
      - Mm, high-fructose       
          corn syrup.           

479
00:37:13,498 --> 00:37:15,065
      It's in everything.       

480
00:37:19,371 --> 00:37:20,870
              See?

481
00:37:20,872 --> 00:37:23,173
It's the opiate         
         of the masses,         

482
00:37:23,175 --> 00:37:27,277
         numbing us all         
  so we don't wake up and see   
    what's really going on.     

483
00:37:30,616 --> 00:37:32,849
   So you take this with you    
        wherever you go?        

484
00:37:32,851 --> 00:37:36,786
             Yeah.              
      I like to keep track      
        of my thoughts.         

485
00:37:36,788 --> 00:37:39,556
    - What kind of thoughts?    
      - Private thoughts.       

486
00:37:45,030 --> 00:37:49,833
 Thoughts about hot, older guys 
   who give me money for sex.

487
00:37:49,835 --> 00:37:51,468
I do not give you        
         money for sex.         

488
00:37:51,470 --> 00:37:53,336
        I give you money        
      because I like you,       

489
00:37:53,338 --> 00:37:56,673
  and I like giving you money.  

490
00:37:56,675 --> 00:38:01,311
 I also use it for my "drawing  
   people without looking at    
   what I'm drawing" series.    

491
00:38:01,313 --> 00:38:03,813
          - Your what?          
        - I'll show you.        

492
00:38:50,195 --> 00:38:51,294
             There.             

493
00:38:53,799 --> 00:38:57,667
         Always ends up         
       looking like them        
       in some weird way.

494
00:38:58,704 --> 00:39:00,003
See?              

495
00:39:01,606 --> 00:39:05,141
  Don't you think that sort of  
      captures your soul?       

496
00:40:06,671 --> 00:40:09,706
             Jules:             
       Well, that's that.       

497
00:40:09,708 --> 00:40:11,374
       It was a beautiful       
  service, though, wasn't it?   

498
00:40:11,376 --> 00:40:12,375
            Mm-hmm.             

499
00:40:14,279 --> 00:40:16,613
        Thanks for being        
         my date, Sam.          

500
00:40:16,615 --> 00:40:19,716
      That's my last one.       
     I've been to too many.     

501
00:40:19,718 --> 00:40:22,652
      - You're gonna have       
         to be at mine.
- Oh boy.            

502
00:40:22,654 --> 00:40:24,487
        Eventually, Sam,        
       my time will come,       

503
00:40:24,489 --> 00:40:26,790
  and you'll have to be there   
     to pay your respects.      

504
00:40:26,792 --> 00:40:29,959
    Who else but you to give    
      the keynote address?      

505
00:40:32,798 --> 00:40:34,063
         I'll be there.         

506
00:40:36,368 --> 00:40:38,701
         - Man: Julian!         
             - Yes?             

507
00:40:38,703 --> 00:40:40,837
           I thought            
         that was you!          

508
00:40:40,839 --> 00:40:43,072
         It's Patrick.          
           Donnelly.

509
00:40:43,074 --> 00:40:45,408
For heaven's sakes,       
       Patrick Donnelly.        

510
00:40:45,410 --> 00:40:48,545
       - It's been ages.        
     - I'm in from Seattle,     
          for Robert.           

511
00:40:48,547 --> 00:40:50,513
        Of course, yes.         

512
00:40:50,515 --> 00:40:53,149
         Oh, I'm sorry.         
        This is Samuel,         
     a dear friend of mine,     

513
00:40:53,151 --> 00:40:54,517
     and a former student.      

514
00:40:54,519 --> 00:40:58,121
    Samuel, this is Patrick,    
        a former lover.         

515
00:40:59,157 --> 00:41:01,825
       Wow. Um, well, hi.       

516
00:41:01,827 --> 00:41:03,326
    How did you know Robert?

517
00:41:03,328 --> 00:41:05,562
Another former         
         lover of mine.         

518
00:41:05,564 --> 00:41:07,430
           Mine too.            

519
00:41:07,432 --> 00:41:10,266
         Can I take you         
       for a tea, Julian?       

520
00:41:10,268 --> 00:41:12,202
    Unless I'm interrupting.    

521
00:41:12,204 --> 00:41:15,371
      No, no, not at all.       
        I'd love a tea.         

522
00:41:15,373 --> 00:41:18,174
      As a matter of fact,      
        I'll make us tea        
        up in my place.         

523
00:41:18,176 --> 00:41:20,710
    - Where are you staying?    
     - 88th and Amsterdam.      

524
00:41:20,712 --> 00:41:23,246
            Perfect.
I'm on the Upper West.     

525
00:41:23,248 --> 00:41:25,114
    I thought your apartment    
       was being painted.       

526
00:41:25,116 --> 00:41:27,717
          That's what           
        I said, Samuel.         

527
00:41:27,719 --> 00:41:30,386
         See you later.         
         Thanks again.          

528
00:41:30,388 --> 00:41:31,955
        You're welcome.         

529
00:41:31,957 --> 00:41:33,890
   Nice meeting you, Samuel.    

530
00:41:33,892 --> 00:41:35,692
            You too.            

531
00:41:40,398 --> 00:41:44,434
   ( classical music plays )    

532
00:41:55,780 --> 00:41:58,381
     It's been a long time,     
           hasn't it?           

533
00:41:58,383 --> 00:42:01,718
         Since we've...
had a tea together.       

534
00:42:30,448 --> 00:42:32,482
           ( grunts )           

535
00:42:35,186 --> 00:42:37,253
            What are            
        you doing today?        

536
00:42:37,255 --> 00:42:39,756
        I work at 6:00.         

537
00:42:39,758 --> 00:42:42,692
         Can I take you         
           to brunch?           

538
00:42:42,694 --> 00:42:45,862
    I thought you were gonna    
 start looking for a job today. 

539
00:42:45,864 --> 00:42:48,998
       I have some stuff        
           coming up.           

540
00:42:51,169 --> 00:42:53,937
        - "Some stuff"?         
            - And...            

541
00:42:53,939 --> 00:42:57,540
           I made us
another 200 last night.     

542
00:43:00,011 --> 00:43:01,811
         What the hell,         
            Braeden?            

543
00:43:01,813 --> 00:43:03,947
     - What the hell, what?     
 - What the hell are you doing? 

544
00:43:03,949 --> 00:43:06,516
        Making us money.        

545
00:43:06,518 --> 00:43:08,851
    You could work for money    
      like normal people.       

546
00:43:10,655 --> 00:43:13,890
        So I'm supposed         
     to not take the money?     

547
00:43:13,892 --> 00:43:16,359
          Yeah, don't           
        take the money.         

548
00:43:17,562 --> 00:43:19,362
          That doesn't          
        make any sense.

549
00:43:20,365 --> 00:43:22,065
Let's go for brunch.      

550
00:43:22,067 --> 00:43:23,633
     I'm going to the gym.      

551
00:43:23,635 --> 00:43:26,469
 - You just came from the gym.  
           - So what?           

552
00:43:26,471 --> 00:43:28,004
       You just showered.       

553
00:43:28,006 --> 00:43:29,606
             Fine.              

554
00:43:30,909 --> 00:43:33,242
             Okay.              

555
00:43:33,244 --> 00:43:34,777
            Well...             

556
00:43:37,749 --> 00:43:39,382
            let's go            
       for brunch, then.        

557
00:43:42,420 --> 00:43:44,487
          I don't want          
       to go for brunch.        

558
00:43:47,425 --> 00:43:49,892
       I want you to stop       
     taking money for sex.

559
00:43:49,894 --> 00:43:52,028
I thought you were       
         okay with it.          

560
00:43:52,030 --> 00:43:54,063
     I didn't think it was      
   gonna become this regular    
         thing you did.         

561
00:43:54,065 --> 00:43:56,366
     I thought we could do      
      whatever we wanted.       

562
00:43:56,368 --> 00:43:59,702
            - Sure.             
     - I'm just having fun.     

563
00:43:59,704 --> 00:44:01,738
 Don't you want me to have fun? 
    I want you to have fun.     

564
00:44:01,740 --> 00:44:04,741
           Yes, I do.           

565
00:44:04,743 --> 00:44:06,943
         He has money.          
         We need money.

566
00:44:06,945 --> 00:44:08,111
- Right.            
       - It's a win-win.        

567
00:44:08,113 --> 00:44:09,946
      Let's go for brunch.      

568
00:44:11,116 --> 00:44:12,582
            So is it            
      the same guy, then?       

569
00:44:12,584 --> 00:44:14,517
          It's really           
     not a big deal, Luke.      

570
00:44:18,723 --> 00:44:20,523
        Do you like him?        

571
00:44:20,525 --> 00:44:22,692
        - Do I like him?        
      - Does he fuck you?       

572
00:44:22,694 --> 00:44:25,061
       Oh, my God, Luke,        
       this is so stupid.       

573
00:44:25,063 --> 00:44:26,796
        Can we seriously        
         go for brunch?

574
00:44:26,798 --> 00:44:29,132
You say "brunch"        
         one more time,         
       I swear to God...        

575
00:44:29,134 --> 00:44:30,299
             Oh...              

576
00:44:34,973 --> 00:44:36,472
           You know,            
       I do feel better.        

577
00:44:36,474 --> 00:44:39,542
       I thought you were       
          just hangry.          

578
00:44:39,544 --> 00:44:41,010
           You were.            

579
00:44:42,781 --> 00:44:45,048
    Guess what I don't want     
         to do tonight.         

580
00:44:45,050 --> 00:44:47,450
           Why don't            
         you just quit?         

581
00:44:47,452 --> 00:44:49,719
          Oh... yeah,
that's a good idea.       

582
00:44:49,721 --> 00:44:51,554
        I'll just quit,         

583
00:44:51,556 --> 00:44:54,057
    now that you're bringing    
  so much cash as a rent boy.   

584
00:44:54,059 --> 00:44:56,025
           ( laughs )           

585
00:44:58,496 --> 00:45:00,830
       Why don't you talk       
   to that waiter over there?   

586
00:45:00,832 --> 00:45:02,865
    Keeps checking you out.     

587
00:45:04,436 --> 00:45:06,969
           The one in           
        the tight pants?        

588
00:45:06,971 --> 00:45:09,706
          - He's cute.          
          - He's okay.          

589
00:45:11,176 --> 00:45:13,843
     Keeps looking at you.      

590
00:45:13,845 --> 00:45:15,812
     You know, I don't have
to hook up with someone     

591
00:45:15,814 --> 00:45:17,113
   just to get even, Braeden.   

592
00:45:17,115 --> 00:45:18,948
           That's not           
         what I meant.          

593
00:45:18,950 --> 00:45:21,918
           Besides...           

594
00:45:21,920 --> 00:45:24,020
        I only have eyes        
            for you.            

595
00:45:27,659 --> 00:45:30,159
     You're not gonna keep      
  taking money from that guy,   
            are you?            

596
00:45:30,161 --> 00:45:32,595
          If you don't          
      want me to, I won't.      

597
00:45:34,165 --> 00:45:36,866
            - Good.             
             - Hm.

598
00:45:36,868 --> 00:45:40,470
Sam: ( sighs )         
       Look at all this.        

599
00:45:40,472 --> 00:45:44,607
       Have you ever seen       
      anything so vulgar?       

600
00:45:44,609 --> 00:45:47,343
           I like it.           

601
00:45:47,345 --> 00:45:49,212
     I don't mean the art.      
       I mean the people.       

602
00:45:49,214 --> 00:45:50,780
         Look at these          
       fucking assholes.        

603
00:45:50,782 --> 00:45:52,615
              Oh.               

604
00:45:52,617 --> 00:45:54,517
     Yeah, total assholes.      

605
00:45:55,720 --> 00:45:58,054
         I thought this         
        was your crowd.         

606
00:45:59,657 --> 00:46:00,857
          Not anymore.

607
00:46:01,860 --> 00:46:03,192
Want some more wine?      

608
00:46:06,131 --> 00:46:07,864
           Obviously.           

609
00:46:07,866 --> 00:46:09,065
           Thank you.           

610
00:46:09,067 --> 00:46:11,801
         Sam, I'm glad          
          you made it.          

611
00:46:11,803 --> 00:46:13,469
      Isn't it fantastic?       

612
00:46:13,471 --> 00:46:16,472
         He's so young,         
   so fresh, don't you think?   

613
00:46:16,474 --> 00:46:18,407
             Yeah.              
       Yeah, very fresh.        

614
00:46:18,409 --> 00:46:20,209
      It's a great energy       
         in this room.          

615
00:46:20,211 --> 00:46:23,146
   Reminds me of when people    
      used to get excited
about your work.        

616
00:46:23,148 --> 00:46:27,183
         DB, come here.         
       I want you to meet       
          Sam Cooper.           

617
00:46:27,185 --> 00:46:29,018
          Sam Cooper,           
          this is DB.           

618
00:46:29,020 --> 00:46:31,154
    Isn't he just fantastic?    

619
00:46:31,156 --> 00:46:33,356
          A real star           
    in the making, I think.     

620
00:46:33,358 --> 00:46:35,858
       Interesting work.        
           It, uh...            

621
00:46:35,860 --> 00:46:37,593
           looks like           
  you're having a lot of fun.   

622
00:46:37,595 --> 00:46:40,229
          Sam Cooper.
Yeah, I've heard of you.    

623
00:46:40,231 --> 00:46:42,064
             Great.             
             Good.              

624
00:46:42,066 --> 00:46:44,200
        Are you working         
        on anything new?        

625
00:46:44,202 --> 00:46:45,701
             I am,              
   as a matter of fact, yes.    

626
00:46:45,703 --> 00:46:49,105
      I'm working on a new      
      video film project.       

627
00:46:49,107 --> 00:46:50,907
            - Cool.             
           - Mm-hmm.            

628
00:46:50,909 --> 00:46:55,178
      And this is Braeden.      
  He's sort of my new... muse.  

629
00:46:55,180 --> 00:46:58,347
        He's helping me
with the project.        

630
00:46:58,349 --> 00:47:00,383
     - This is, uh, Rhona.      
            - Hello.            

631
00:47:00,385 --> 00:47:03,352
           - And DP.            
           - It's DB.           

632
00:47:05,623 --> 00:47:07,356
              Hi.               

633
00:47:07,358 --> 00:47:08,724
      Well, I should, uh--      

634
00:47:08,726 --> 00:47:10,693
          It was great          
       to meet you, Sam.        

635
00:47:15,433 --> 00:47:18,234
     Uh, Rhona, I want to--     
       ( clears throat )        

636
00:47:18,236 --> 00:47:19,902
      I want to thank you       

637
00:47:19,904 --> 00:47:21,270
         for something.         

638
00:47:21,272 --> 00:47:22,738
          - Oh, yeah?
- Yeah.             

639
00:47:22,740 --> 00:47:26,142
     I'd like to thank you      
    for not believing in me,    

640
00:47:26,144 --> 00:47:29,412
       and for telling me       
         I was too old          

641
00:47:29,414 --> 00:47:30,580
           to try out           
         something new.         

642
00:47:30,582 --> 00:47:32,648
            - Sam--             
      - No, it was really       

643
00:47:32,650 --> 00:47:34,217
      the kick in the ass       
           I needed,            

644
00:47:34,219 --> 00:47:36,953
    and I never should have     
     said that your opinion     

645
00:47:36,955 --> 00:47:39,088
        - is just shit.
- You never said that.     

646
00:47:39,090 --> 00:47:41,991
       And I'm especially       
  sorry for saying that I hope  

647
00:47:41,993 --> 00:47:45,761
    you choke on a bag full     
   of fucking dicks and die.    

648
00:47:45,763 --> 00:47:47,663
         I never should         
     have said that, never.     

649
00:47:47,665 --> 00:47:50,566
         It really was          
        beyond the pale,        

650
00:47:50,568 --> 00:47:54,604
       and I hope you can       
      find it in your....       

651
00:47:54,606 --> 00:47:56,706
      heart to forgive me.      

652
00:47:58,776 --> 00:48:00,843
         You never said         
      any of those things.

653
00:48:02,347 --> 00:48:04,180
I didn't?            

654
00:48:04,182 --> 00:48:06,015
       Ooh, well, I guess       

655
00:48:06,017 --> 00:48:07,817
         it must've all         
        been in my head.        

656
00:48:07,819 --> 00:48:12,555
   You're a very strange man,   
          Sam Cooper.           

657
00:48:15,126 --> 00:48:16,325
           ( grunts )           

658
00:48:21,299 --> 00:48:23,416
            Cheers.             

659
00:48:23,417 --> 00:48:25,534
      "Choke on a fucking       
     bag of dicks and die."     

660
00:48:25,536 --> 00:48:28,004
    I've wanted to say that     
     for such a long time.      

661
00:48:28,006 --> 00:48:30,273
     Well... good for you.      

662
00:48:33,511 --> 00:48:34,577
           Now what?

663
00:48:38,349 --> 00:48:40,016
I want to paint you.      

664
00:48:41,619 --> 00:48:42,785
            Come on.            

665
00:49:06,144 --> 00:49:07,710
        Close your eyes.        

666
00:49:19,924 --> 00:49:21,257
          Eyes closed.          

667
00:50:16,047 --> 00:50:17,880
           Your turn.           

668
00:50:33,931 --> 00:50:35,131
             Close.             

669
00:50:40,972 --> 00:50:43,005
            Braeden:            
       <i> At the end of one</i>       
       <i> of these sessions,</i>      

670
00:50:43,007 --> 00:50:45,441
   <i> the top fucked the bottom,</i>  

671
00:50:45,443 --> 00:50:48,511
     the final humiliation      
    during which he compared    
           the bottom           

672
00:50:48,513 --> 00:50:50,980
     to a cock-needy woman.

673
00:50:58,322 --> 00:51:00,689
Or made the bottom       
          beg for it,           

674
00:51:00,691 --> 00:51:05,628
      and made the bottom       
      suck his dick clean       
     when he was finished.      

675
00:51:05,630 --> 00:51:07,196
    <i> This wasn't just Louie.</i>    

676
00:51:07,198 --> 00:51:10,933
      <i> It was standard SandM</i>      
      <i> operating procedure.</i>     

677
00:51:13,004 --> 00:51:16,005
       I had always hated       
        getting fucked.         

678
00:51:18,810 --> 00:51:20,709
           Now what?            

679
00:51:22,113 --> 00:51:23,679
       What do you think?       

680
00:51:23,681 --> 00:51:25,181
    What's so revolutionary     

681
00:51:25,183 --> 00:51:27,716
  about a gay guy who doesn't
like bottoming?         

682
00:51:27,718 --> 00:51:30,186
     If you don't like it,      
          don't do it.          

683
00:51:30,188 --> 00:51:33,022
           I like it.           
       Can't get enough.        

684
00:51:33,024 --> 00:51:37,726
   Nothing better than a nice   
  big dick up inside my butt.   

685
00:51:40,865 --> 00:51:43,065
      I love what a little      
        pervert you are.        

686
00:51:43,067 --> 00:51:46,001
       Doesn't this just        
     contribute to the way      

687
00:51:46,003 --> 00:51:49,572
     the rest of the world      
   sees the receptive partner   
          in gay sex?

688
00:51:51,375 --> 00:51:53,075
How is that?          

689
00:51:53,077 --> 00:51:54,777
        As lesser than?         

690
00:51:56,547 --> 00:51:57,880
            Do they?            

691
00:51:57,882 --> 00:51:59,815
          <i> Uh, even in</i>          
       <i> the gay community.</i>      

692
00:51:59,817 --> 00:52:03,519
        Straight acting,        
           no femmes,           
         masc for masc.         

693
00:52:03,521 --> 00:52:07,857
      If you put your dick      
    in someone, that's fine,    

694
00:52:07,859 --> 00:52:09,758
       but if you open up       
        and take a dick,        

695
00:52:09,760 --> 00:52:12,495
     <i> you're not a real man.</i>    

696
00:52:12,497 --> 00:52:15,598
    You're being feminized,
and it's bad to be feminine,  

697
00:52:15,600 --> 00:52:18,234
        because it's bad        
         to be a woman.         

698
00:52:18,236 --> 00:52:21,403
    It's-- it's right here.     

699
00:52:21,405 --> 00:52:25,107
     "Final humiliation...      
       cock-needy woman."       

700
00:52:27,512 --> 00:52:29,145
        I didn't realize        
    you're such a feminist.     

701
00:52:32,383 --> 00:52:35,184
      Yeah, I guess I am.       

702
00:52:37,522 --> 00:52:39,755
     - You still recording?     
            - Yeah.             

703
00:52:42,093 --> 00:52:43,592
              Sam:              
         <i> And that stuff</i>        
      <i> from William's book,</i>

704
00:52:43,594 --> 00:52:46,095
<i> it's about the SandM scene.</i>   

705
00:52:46,097 --> 00:52:49,431
      -<i> It's a particular</i>       
      kind of humiliation.      
            - Right.            

706
00:52:49,433 --> 00:52:50,833
             Okay.              

707
00:52:56,107 --> 00:52:58,841
        Maybe it's time         
   for you to be humiliated.    

708
00:53:23,634 --> 00:53:25,034
              Sam:              
       <i> What do you think</i>       
         <i> you're doing?</i>         

709
00:53:30,441 --> 00:53:32,508
          I'm finished          
        with these, Sam.        

710
00:53:35,146 --> 00:53:37,379
           I'm done.

711
00:53:42,987 --> 00:53:45,554
Sam:              
       <i> I'm not gonna pick</i>      
       <i> those up for you.</i>       

712
00:53:48,859 --> 00:53:52,027
      Who the hell's gonna      
  throw my body over the fence  
      at the White House?       

713
00:53:53,864 --> 00:53:55,564
            Nobody.             

714
00:55:31,762 --> 00:55:33,162
       ( doorbell rings )       

715
00:55:46,744 --> 00:55:48,410
             Um...              
       ( clears throat )        

716
00:55:48,412 --> 00:55:50,946
    Does Braeden live here?     

717
00:55:50,948 --> 00:55:52,081
             Yeah.              

718
00:55:52,083 --> 00:55:54,216
        I'm just, uh...         

719
00:55:54,218 --> 00:55:56,185
         He left this.
I'm just returning it.     

720
00:56:01,125 --> 00:56:02,958
       You're Sam, right?       

721
00:56:02,960 --> 00:56:05,160
           I'm sorry,           
        how rude of me.         

722
00:56:05,162 --> 00:56:07,930
          Sam Cooper.           

723
00:56:07,932 --> 00:56:10,132
           I'm Lukas.           
    I'm Braeden's boyfriend.    

724
00:56:14,605 --> 00:56:16,972
       ( clears throat )        
  Lukas, do you think I could   
     have a glass of water?     

725
00:56:19,009 --> 00:56:20,242
             Yeah.              

726
00:56:27,017 --> 00:56:29,151
       Manhattan's shit.        

727
00:56:29,153 --> 00:56:30,986
        It's total shit.        

728
00:56:30,988 --> 00:56:33,756
   It's like a steaming pile
of pig shit.          

729
00:56:36,160 --> 00:56:38,260
     Why don't you tell me      
      how you really feel?      

730
00:56:40,030 --> 00:56:41,597
           It's like,           
         you know what?         

731
00:56:41,599 --> 00:56:42,998
         What is that?          

732
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:44,767
        So is Brooklyn.         

733
00:56:46,303 --> 00:56:47,803
         It's all shit.         

734
00:56:47,805 --> 00:56:49,238
        Why do you stay?        

735
00:56:52,443 --> 00:56:54,443
        If I had my way,        
    we'd move back out west.    

736
00:56:54,445 --> 00:56:59,047
            We would            
      get a little house,       

737
00:56:59,049 --> 00:57:03,152
   maybe get a bunch of kids,
and maybe a dog.        

738
00:57:03,154 --> 00:57:05,988
         How romantic.          

739
00:57:05,990 --> 00:57:06,955
             Yeah.              

740
00:57:14,231 --> 00:57:16,031
     So you're a filmmaker.     

741
00:57:17,401 --> 00:57:18,700
            Sort of.            

742
00:57:20,638 --> 00:57:21,904
        What's it about?        

743
00:57:23,541 --> 00:57:27,876
    Well, it's an art film,     
            I guess.            

744
00:57:29,914 --> 00:57:34,082
     Yeah, yeah, it's about     
       my friend William,       

745
00:57:34,084 --> 00:57:37,019
      and his lover Louie,      
   or his fuck buddy, Louie,    

746
00:57:37,021 --> 00:57:38,420
         I should say.          

747
00:57:41,992 --> 00:57:46,495
  You know, it's really about,
uh, AIDS.            

748
00:57:48,732 --> 00:57:50,599
         They both died         
      of AIDS in the '90s.      

749
00:57:54,705 --> 00:57:56,805
     Sounds pretty boring.      

750
00:57:57,908 --> 00:57:59,074
            It does?            

751
00:58:00,511 --> 00:58:03,946
            No, Sam.            
          I'm kidding.          

752
00:58:03,948 --> 00:58:06,248
           Oh, okay.            
          ( chuckles )          

753
00:58:06,250 --> 00:58:07,449
           I get it.            

754
00:58:11,455 --> 00:58:13,522
            You know            
        I'm pos, right?         

755
00:58:14,625 --> 00:58:16,859
              No.               

756
00:58:16,861 --> 00:58:19,261
         Braeden didn't
mention it?           

757
00:58:21,799 --> 00:58:24,800
      He didn't really say      
   anything about you at all.   

758
00:58:31,475 --> 00:58:32,474
              Hey.              

759
00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:38,113
      Sam came here today.      

760
00:58:40,251 --> 00:58:41,216
              Why?              

761
00:58:43,487 --> 00:58:44,820
        To return this.         

762
00:58:49,426 --> 00:58:52,027
         I didn't take          
      any money from him.       

763
00:58:54,732 --> 00:58:56,198
           I didn't.            

764
00:58:59,503 --> 00:59:01,203
          He wants us           
      to be in his movie.       

765
00:59:13,117 --> 00:59:14,850
    Hey, now we're talking.     

766
00:59:14,852 --> 00:59:16,952
     - We never make Asian.
- And you look so good!     

767
00:59:16,954 --> 00:59:19,087
      - Oh, I'm exhausted!      
        - After slaving         
        in the kitchen.         

768
00:59:19,089 --> 00:59:21,156
      - ( doorbell rings )      
         - Oh, hold on.         
        Let me get that.        

769
00:59:24,695 --> 00:59:26,361
              Hey.              

770
00:59:26,363 --> 00:59:28,597
      Ah, sorry I'm late,       
      but I brought beer.       

771
00:59:28,599 --> 00:59:31,300
          - Good man.           
      - All right, let me       
    put those in the fridge.    

772
00:59:31,302 --> 00:59:33,001
         Did you start
without me?           

773
00:59:33,003 --> 00:59:35,771
  - No, you are just in time.   
   - Yeah, we just got here.    

774
00:59:35,773 --> 00:59:38,140
       Few minutes later,       
     I would've definitely      
   eaten your share, though.    

775
00:59:38,142 --> 00:59:41,777
   - Did he get moo shu pork?   
  - Yes, Sam, we got you pork.  
          Don't panic.          

776
00:59:41,779 --> 00:59:45,547
       I cannot remember        
         the last time          
     we were all together.      

777
00:59:45,549 --> 00:59:47,649
- Oh, it hasn't been that long. 
    - Over a year, at least.

778
00:59:47,651 --> 00:59:49,217
No, it was more recent     
           than that.           

779
00:59:49,219 --> 00:59:50,786
      Maggie: No, I think       
      Mateo's right, Sam.       

780
00:59:50,788 --> 00:59:53,188
           What about           
      Emma's school show?       

781
00:59:53,190 --> 00:59:54,890
     "Annie Get Your Gun"?      

782
00:59:54,892 --> 00:59:56,491
       Yeah, we were all        
        there for that.         

783
00:59:56,493 --> 00:59:58,126
  - That was three years ago.   
           - Sam: No!           

784
00:59:58,128 --> 00:59:59,294
         Mm-hmm, yeah.          

785
00:59:59,296 --> 01:00:01,063
        To old friends.         

786
01:00:01,065 --> 01:00:03,732
          - Very old.
- (laughter)          

787
01:00:03,734 --> 01:00:05,467
       We should do this        
          more often.           

788
01:00:05,469 --> 01:00:08,904
       - Cheers to that!        
        - Yeah, cheers.         

789
01:00:08,906 --> 01:00:10,405
        I can't believe         
     it's been three years.     

790
01:00:10,407 --> 01:00:12,808
     Time flies when you're     
          having fun.           

791
01:00:12,810 --> 01:00:16,345
   - But I'm not having fun.    
 - Where is the sesame noodle?  

792
01:00:16,347 --> 01:00:18,347
   You know, I can't believe    
       she's 17 already.        

793
01:00:18,349 --> 01:00:20,382
        17, that doesn't
sound right.          

794
01:00:20,384 --> 01:00:23,218
   - No, she's definitely 17.   
        - Jesus Christ,         

795
01:00:23,220 --> 01:00:24,753
      I remember changing       
          her diapers.          

796
01:00:24,755 --> 01:00:26,555
    - I don't remember that.    
     - And she's growing up     

797
01:00:26,557 --> 01:00:28,423
      to be more and more       
   like her mother every day.   

798
01:00:28,425 --> 01:00:29,891
  Oh, you mean all her friends  
         are gay boys?          

799
01:00:29,893 --> 01:00:32,027
    Yes, actually they are.     

800
01:00:32,029 --> 01:00:33,762
     Well then, Sam will be     
       dating them soon.

801
01:00:33,764 --> 01:00:36,231
Hey! Sam's boyfriends      
     aren't all that young.     

802
01:00:36,233 --> 01:00:38,033
       Oh, yes they are.        

803
01:00:38,035 --> 01:00:41,570
        - Young, dumb...        
    - Both: And full of cum.    

804
01:00:41,572 --> 01:00:44,740
      - They're not dumb.       
        - I'd prefer not        
      to hear about this.       

805
01:00:44,742 --> 01:00:46,742
    And you're just jealous.    

806
01:00:46,744 --> 01:00:49,344
     Speaking of old times,     

807
01:00:49,346 --> 01:00:51,346
         have you found         
        those old slides        
        of William yet?         

808
01:00:51,348 --> 01:00:53,181
           ( sighs )
I'm looking.          

809
01:00:53,183 --> 01:00:54,282
             Okay.              

810
01:00:54,284 --> 01:00:56,351
       Ooh, what's this?        

811
01:00:56,353 --> 01:01:00,288
      Well, I just wanted       
    to make one more toast.     

812
01:01:00,290 --> 01:01:02,691
           - Oh yeah?           
             - Yes.             

813
01:01:04,628 --> 01:01:06,228
         Jeffrey and I          
     have an announcement.      

814
01:01:06,230 --> 01:01:08,897
       - You're engaged.        
     - You'd better not be.     

815
01:01:08,899 --> 01:01:10,699
       Why do you always        
    have to ruin everything?    

816
01:01:10,701 --> 01:01:12,734
          Oh, my God,
I was joking.          

817
01:01:12,736 --> 01:01:15,570
   - Well, we're not engaged.   
          - Thank God.          

818
01:01:15,572 --> 01:01:17,973
     - But we got married.      
         - Maggie: No.          

819
01:01:17,975 --> 01:01:18,974
             - Yes.             
             - No.              

820
01:01:18,976 --> 01:01:20,075
             - Yes.             
            - What?             

821
01:01:20,077 --> 01:01:21,977
    - Congratulations, boys!    
            - When?             

822
01:01:21,979 --> 01:01:23,445
        Jeffrey: Today.         

823
01:01:23,447 --> 01:01:25,113
   You two got married today?   

824
01:01:25,115 --> 01:01:26,982
          - City Hall.
- You little fuckers.      

825
01:01:26,984 --> 01:01:29,284
          Oh, my God,           
     I am so happy for you.     

826
01:01:29,286 --> 01:01:31,219
        Thanks, Maggie.         

827
01:01:31,221 --> 01:01:32,788
        It's about time         
       you made an honest       
       woman out of him.        

828
01:01:32,790 --> 01:01:35,223
    Okay, to Jeff and Mateo.    

829
01:01:38,062 --> 01:01:39,895
    What's the matter, Sam?     
        Aren't you going        
        to say anything?        

830
01:01:41,598 --> 01:01:43,598
      What do you want me       
        to say, Jeffrey?        

831
01:01:43,600 --> 01:01:45,467
        Congratulations?

832
01:01:47,604 --> 01:01:50,072
It's shocking.         
          I'm shocked.          

833
01:01:50,074 --> 01:01:51,740
        Sam, lighten up.        

834
01:01:51,742 --> 01:01:54,376
       Can't you even act       
   like you're happy for us?    

835
01:01:56,647 --> 01:01:59,114
          Okay, sure.           
             Um...              

836
01:01:59,116 --> 01:02:01,316
     To Jeffrey and Mateo.      

837
01:02:01,318 --> 01:02:03,685
        Congratulations.        

838
01:02:03,687 --> 01:02:06,321
  Congratulations on becoming   
    fully-fledged proponents    

839
01:02:06,323 --> 01:02:10,425
      and shining examples      
     of heteronormativity.      

840
01:02:10,427 --> 01:02:11,860
         Is he serious?
Are you serious right now?   

841
01:02:11,862 --> 01:02:13,295
     I'm surprised at you,      
            Jeffrey.            

842
01:02:13,297 --> 01:02:15,764
         - Sam, don't.          
         - Don't what?          

843
01:02:15,766 --> 01:02:17,999
      Look Sam, it's great      
     that you guys can get      
          married now.          

844
01:02:18,001 --> 01:02:20,502
     - Why did you do this?     
     - Uh, because we love      
          each other?           

845
01:02:20,504 --> 01:02:23,371
          - Insurance?          
   - I'm not talking to you.    
         Why, Jeffrey?

846
01:02:23,373 --> 01:02:25,874
- Well, fuck you too, Sam!   
           - Fuck me?           

847
01:02:25,876 --> 01:02:27,442
          I'm so sick           
         of your shit.          

848
01:02:27,444 --> 01:02:28,510
        All right, guys,        
        come on, let's--        

849
01:02:28,512 --> 01:02:29,978
          What are you          
      gonna tell us, huh?       

850
01:02:29,980 --> 01:02:31,813
  That we've turned our backs   
       on the real fight,       

851
01:02:31,815 --> 01:02:34,549
     that marriage equality     
      isn't real equality?      

852
01:02:34,551 --> 01:02:36,952
          - Well, yes.          
  - Yeah, well, we've heard it
all before, Sam.        

853
01:02:36,954 --> 01:02:38,687
       Jeffrey, you spent       
         half your life         

854
01:02:38,689 --> 01:02:40,622
      fighting to protect       
         queer culture.         

855
01:02:40,624 --> 01:02:42,491
           Oh, gimme            
        a fucking break.        

856
01:02:42,493 --> 01:02:44,025
          Marriage is           
     a straight construct!      

857
01:02:44,027 --> 01:02:46,194
   - No offense to you guys.    
         - None taken.          

858
01:02:46,196 --> 01:02:48,196
It's about white male privilege 
         and classism!          

859
01:02:48,198 --> 01:02:50,232
   Uh, I don't know if you've
noticed, but I'm not white.   

860
01:02:50,234 --> 01:02:52,634
      - Oh, you are white.      
      - Oh, now I'm white?      

861
01:02:52,636 --> 01:02:54,669
         Guys, come on.         
  What are you arguing about?   

862
01:02:54,671 --> 01:02:56,238
      You've become them.       

863
01:02:56,240 --> 01:02:57,639
        Does he mean us?        

864
01:02:57,641 --> 01:02:59,574
    And who are you to talk     
     about white privilege?     

865
01:02:59,576 --> 01:03:01,910
     - That's what you are.     
          - What I am?          

866
01:03:01,912 --> 01:03:04,579
         Yeah. You are          
    a privileged white man.     

867
01:03:04,581 --> 01:03:07,916
        Okay, we get it.
Sam's a white man.       
      Can we move on now?       

868
01:03:07,918 --> 01:03:10,552
I have devoted my life to trying
    to do important things.     

869
01:03:10,554 --> 01:03:12,821
    I have seen a lot, and I    
  have never stopped fighting.  

870
01:03:12,823 --> 01:03:14,890
      Is anybody gonna eat      
       the last egg roll?       

871
01:03:14,892 --> 01:03:17,559
        Nobody is saying        
      that the work you do      
        isn't important         

872
01:03:17,561 --> 01:03:19,227
        or what you see         
        isn't real, Sam.        

873
01:03:19,229 --> 01:03:20,929
       But we all saw it.

874
01:03:20,931 --> 01:03:23,031
You just need          
        to take a breath        
        and look around         

875
01:03:23,033 --> 01:03:25,567
 and see that your friends are  
  happy and be happy for them.  

876
01:03:29,940 --> 01:03:32,541
     Yes, I am privileged,      
but I have used that privilege--

877
01:03:32,543 --> 01:03:34,242
          Yeah, to buy          
         sex and drugs.         

878
01:03:34,244 --> 01:03:36,111
    ...at a time when it was    
     desperately important      

879
01:03:36,113 --> 01:03:37,612
        to try and make         
         a difference.          

880
01:03:37,614 --> 01:03:39,681
         Cut the crap.

881
01:03:39,683 --> 01:03:42,784
I mean, who do you think    
 you're helping with your art?  

882
01:03:42,786 --> 01:03:44,452
        What does my art        
     have to do with this?      

883
01:03:44,454 --> 01:03:46,922
      - Tell 'em, Jeffrey.      
        - Tell me what?         

884
01:03:46,924 --> 01:03:48,156
        Mateo: Tell him         
         how you feel.          

885
01:03:53,864 --> 01:03:56,765
          I'm not okay          
        with how you're         
         using William.         

886
01:03:59,369 --> 01:04:01,269
         Using William?         

887
01:04:01,271 --> 01:04:04,072
     He was my friend, Sam,     
    who I introduced you to,

888
01:04:04,074 --> 01:04:06,274
and he's gone,         
         and it hurts.          

889
01:04:08,545 --> 01:04:09,878
       Yes, I know that.        

890
01:04:09,880 --> 01:04:12,047
       He's not a symbol        
         for anything.          

891
01:04:12,049 --> 01:04:13,815
      He's not a project.       

892
01:04:17,621 --> 01:04:20,088
      Maggie, did you know      
     Jeffrey felt this way?     

893
01:04:20,090 --> 01:04:22,123
    This was supposed to be     
     a happy day, you know.     

894
01:04:22,125 --> 01:04:25,660
    Let's just eat and drink    
    champagne and celebrate.    

895
01:04:35,939 --> 01:04:38,473
      Thank you, Jeffrey,       

896
01:04:38,475 --> 01:04:40,342
         for telling me
how you feel.          

897
01:04:43,313 --> 01:04:44,980
      And congratulations.      

898
01:06:17,674 --> 01:06:18,974
       Can I bum a smoke?       

899
01:06:20,243 --> 01:06:21,276
             Sure.              

900
01:06:30,921 --> 01:06:32,487
          Thanks, man.          

901
01:07:13,130 --> 01:07:14,529
             Fuck!              

902
01:07:42,459 --> 01:07:43,425
             Fuck.              

903
01:10:13,743 --> 01:10:15,743
       You sure you want        
          to do this?           

904
01:10:15,745 --> 01:10:17,645
             Yeah.              
          Let's do it.          

905
01:10:21,451 --> 01:10:22,984
          Thanks again          
        for doing this.         

906
01:10:22,986 --> 01:10:24,352
             Sure.

907
01:10:26,156 --> 01:10:28,356
So what do you         
         want us to do?         

908
01:10:28,358 --> 01:10:31,693
       Whatever you feel        
      comfortable with...       

909
01:10:32,762 --> 01:10:33,928
           ...doing.            

910
01:10:35,632 --> 01:10:36,831
             Okay.              

911
01:10:39,936 --> 01:10:41,836
        What's all this?        

912
01:10:41,838 --> 01:10:45,306
       Okay, uh, how long       
    have you been together?     

913
01:10:45,308 --> 01:10:48,343
       Uh... five years?        

914
01:10:48,345 --> 01:10:49,944
    Six years in September.     

915
01:10:52,382 --> 01:10:54,382
   Just move into the center    
           a little.            

916
01:11:03,393 --> 01:11:05,560
         Why don't you
take your shirts off?      

917
01:11:06,963 --> 01:11:08,296
         Are you gonna          
           paint us?            

918
01:11:10,900 --> 01:11:12,800
       I don't know yet.        

919
01:11:25,015 --> 01:11:26,347
           You okay?            

920
01:11:26,349 --> 01:11:27,382
             Yeah.              

921
01:11:41,865 --> 01:11:43,164
         You're funny.          

922
01:11:43,166 --> 01:11:46,834
            - Am I?             
            - Yeah.             

923
01:11:46,836 --> 01:11:49,704
        Luke, it's okay.        
   We're not making a porno.    

924
01:11:49,706 --> 01:11:52,774
             Right.             
          This is art.          

925
01:11:52,776 --> 01:11:55,510
         It's exciting.
What?              

926
01:11:58,214 --> 01:12:01,582
             Lukas,             
      why don't you, um...      

927
01:12:01,584 --> 01:12:03,318
       pick up that whip?       

928
01:12:11,928 --> 01:12:13,161
      How does that feel?       

929
01:12:14,397 --> 01:12:16,397
             Okay.              

930
01:12:16,399 --> 01:12:17,465
              Sam:              
        <i> Want to use it?</i>        

931
01:12:22,639 --> 01:12:23,938
            Do you?             

932
01:12:25,942 --> 01:12:29,877
             - No.              
        - Sam, what are         
           you doing?           

933
01:12:29,879 --> 01:12:32,880
     Why didn't you tell me     
         Lukas was pos?

934
01:12:32,882 --> 01:12:36,384
- Excuse me?          
      - I said why didn't       
          you tell me?          

935
01:12:36,386 --> 01:12:39,187
        Because it's not        
       my thing to tell.        

936
01:12:40,990 --> 01:12:45,259
             Okay?              
       And it's actually        
     none of your business.     

937
01:12:45,261 --> 01:12:47,428
     - But we are fucking.      
- Braeden:<i> We're using condoms.</i> 

938
01:12:47,430 --> 01:12:49,297
  - Lukas:<i> Think I'm gonna go.</i>  
  - Sam:<i> That's not the point.</i>  

939
01:12:49,299 --> 01:12:51,833
        Yeah, actually,         
   that's exactly the point.

940
01:12:51,835 --> 01:12:53,835
I'm on PrEP,          
     Lukas is undetectable.     

941
01:12:53,837 --> 01:12:54,936
         Sam:<i> You don't</i>         
       <i> have to go, Lukas.</i>      

942
01:12:54,938 --> 01:12:56,938
        Yeah, I actually        
        think that I do.        

943
01:12:56,940 --> 01:12:59,240
            Braeden:            
     <i> Sam, do you even know</i>     
   <i> what "undetectable" means?</i>  

944
01:13:05,515 --> 01:13:07,415
              Yes.              

945
01:13:07,417 --> 01:13:11,285
        I thought that I        
     could come here to do      
       something for us.

946
01:13:11,287 --> 01:13:13,654
But I think I should      
     probably let you guys      
         do your thing.         

947
01:13:17,093 --> 01:13:18,493
         Braeden:<i> Luke.</i>         

948
01:13:18,495 --> 01:13:19,560
             Wait.              

949
01:13:27,337 --> 01:13:28,803
         What the fuck?         

950
01:13:28,805 --> 01:13:29,871
          Wait, can--           

951
01:13:29,873 --> 01:13:33,141
        Can you just not        
         film me, okay?         

952
01:13:33,143 --> 01:13:34,909
       Can you just stop?       

953
01:13:40,950 --> 01:13:42,950
        Aren't you gonna        
         go after him?          

954
01:13:42,952 --> 01:13:46,721
          What? Argh.           
       Can you not smoke
for like five minutes, please? 

955
01:13:46,723 --> 01:13:49,524
          - Excuse me?          
      - Yeah, it's fucking      
          disgusting.           

956
01:13:49,526 --> 01:13:52,527
         And it's also          
      really bad for you.       

957
01:13:52,529 --> 01:13:54,862
    Gee, thanks for the tip.    

958
01:13:57,467 --> 01:14:00,168
          You take it           
          for granted.          

959
01:14:00,170 --> 01:14:02,870
     How easy you have it.      
How easy you think you have it. 

960
01:14:02,872 --> 01:14:04,572
          Is that why           
      you brought us here?      

961
01:14:04,574 --> 01:14:07,241
      So you could get up
on your little soapbox     

962
01:14:07,243 --> 01:14:10,645
          and tell us           
  that we're not living right?  

963
01:14:10,647 --> 01:14:13,047
           <i> We're not</i>           
        <i> doing it right.</i>        

964
01:14:13,049 --> 01:14:15,183
    You know something, Sam,    

965
01:14:15,185 --> 01:14:17,418
       who needs another        
  fucking AIDS movie, anyway?   

966
01:14:17,420 --> 01:14:20,254
   All right, AIDS was scary.   
           We get it.           

967
01:14:22,158 --> 01:14:24,725
 You can watch all the movies,  
and you can read all the books, 

968
01:14:24,727 --> 01:14:28,496
 and you can take every fucking 
 queer theory class you want--

969
01:14:28,498 --> 01:14:31,265
Right!             
     I'll never understand.     

970
01:14:31,267 --> 01:14:33,501
         I don't think          
         you ever will.         

971
01:14:33,503 --> 01:14:37,839
         If you'd gone          
     from a hospital room,      
            to a...             

972
01:14:37,841 --> 01:14:39,707
     to a memorial service,     

973
01:14:39,709 --> 01:14:42,210
        to a "I'm trying        
    to help someone not lose    
       their apartment,"        

974
01:14:42,212 --> 01:14:44,712
      to a demonstration,       
      to another funeral--      

975
01:14:44,714 --> 01:14:46,848
         Do you want me
to thank you?          

976
01:14:46,850 --> 01:14:48,349
        For being there?        

977
01:14:49,452 --> 01:14:52,186
         For surviving?         

978
01:14:52,188 --> 01:14:54,021
         For fighting?          

979
01:14:54,023 --> 01:14:55,423
           Thank you.           

980
01:15:01,264 --> 01:15:02,964
           I mean it.           

981
01:15:05,068 --> 01:15:07,268
           Thank you.           

982
01:15:07,270 --> 01:15:12,874
       But why can't you        
     focus on the progress      
      that you've created?      

983
01:15:12,876 --> 01:15:15,142
      Things are changing.      

984
01:15:15,144 --> 01:15:18,312
       They're different.       
        They're better.         
         They're good.

985
01:15:18,314 --> 01:15:22,416
If I want to have        
       nasty leather sex,       
         I can do that.         

986
01:15:22,418 --> 01:15:26,554
      I can do it safely,       
       without any shame.       

987
01:15:26,556 --> 01:15:30,458
       I can live with my       
     HIV-positive partner,      

988
01:15:30,460 --> 01:15:33,661
 and we don't have to be scared 
   about when he's gonna die.   

989
01:15:33,663 --> 01:15:35,496
       You did that, Sam.       

990
01:15:35,498 --> 01:15:39,166
      You did that for me,      
            for us.             

991
01:15:39,168 --> 01:15:40,701
         For everyone.          

992
01:15:45,174 --> 01:15:46,340
          ( sniffles )

993
01:15:57,287 --> 01:16:01,188
Can you please         
         stop smoking?          

994
01:16:01,190 --> 01:16:04,525
      - What do you care?       
          - I just do.          

995
01:16:04,527 --> 01:16:06,761
          I care, Sam.          

996
01:16:06,763 --> 01:16:08,663
       I care about you.        

997
01:16:14,771 --> 01:16:16,704
      If you really think       

998
01:16:16,706 --> 01:16:19,507
        that no one can         
     understand your life,      

999
01:16:19,509 --> 01:16:22,710
         or who you are         
    or what you went through    

1000
01:16:22,712 --> 01:16:24,812
      because they weren't      
        there with you,         

1001
01:16:24,814 --> 01:16:27,148
    then what are you doing?

1002
01:16:27,150 --> 01:16:30,284
Right? Like,          
     what is all this, huh?     

1003
01:16:30,286 --> 01:16:33,087
            What is             
    the fucking point, Sam?     

1004
01:16:40,697 --> 01:16:41,862
         ( door slams )         

1005
01:17:10,259 --> 01:17:11,759
            Samuel!             

1006
01:17:11,761 --> 01:17:13,094
          Hey, Jules.           

1007
01:17:21,938 --> 01:17:23,938
          God, I love           
          this place.           

1008
01:17:23,940 --> 01:17:25,606
        Well, why do you        
        stay away, then?        

1009
01:17:25,608 --> 01:17:27,274
        For good reason.        

1010
01:17:27,276 --> 01:17:29,176
          Sam, really.          

1011
01:17:29,178 --> 01:17:31,512
            That was
a long time ago.        

1012
01:17:31,514 --> 01:17:33,748
       Anyway, you're far       
      too old for me now.       

1013
01:17:36,419 --> 01:17:37,885
        Don't remind me.        

1014
01:17:37,887 --> 01:17:40,187
          Oh, come on.          
     You're like Peter Pan.     

1015
01:17:41,524 --> 01:17:44,425
       Well, when and if        
        I do grow up...         

1016
01:17:46,229 --> 01:17:49,096
       you're exactly who       
        I'd like to be.         

1017
01:17:49,098 --> 01:17:50,765
      That's nice, Samuel.      

1018
01:17:56,039 --> 01:17:58,606
        I guess I don't         
       want to be alone.        

1019
01:17:58,608 --> 01:18:01,142
      Well, it's something
I've gotten used to.      

1020
01:18:08,251 --> 01:18:11,152
       I just don't want        
  to end up like your friend.   

1021
01:18:11,154 --> 01:18:13,220
       Well, that's easy,       
            Samuel.             

1022
01:18:13,222 --> 01:18:16,223
         Simply refrain         
          from jumping          
        out of a window.        

1023
01:18:16,225 --> 01:18:18,059
          Oh, my God.           

1024
01:18:25,334 --> 01:18:27,635
          I'm gonna go          
       down to the water.       

1025
01:18:27,637 --> 01:18:31,172
        Here, take this.        

1026
01:18:31,174 --> 01:18:33,174
    I'll see you down there     
       at cocktail hour.

1027
01:18:33,176 --> 01:18:35,242
With cocktails.         

1028
01:18:35,244 --> 01:18:36,410
             Okay.              

1029
01:19:03,306 --> 01:19:05,606
            William:            
         <i> I am a queen.</i>         

1030
01:19:05,608 --> 01:19:08,075
        <i> Queen Victoria.</i>        

1031
01:19:10,146 --> 01:19:12,713
      <i> La reine Angleterre.</i>     

1032
01:19:14,784 --> 01:19:19,086
      I will become known       
      as Princess Royale.       

1033
01:19:22,225 --> 01:19:24,091
     Princess of holidays.      

1034
01:19:27,530 --> 01:19:29,630
          And Louie...          

1035
01:19:29,632 --> 01:19:31,265
           Oh, Louie.           

1036
01:19:36,139 --> 01:19:38,906
          ( mutters )           

1037
01:19:38,908 --> 01:19:40,708
       I am the captain,        

1038
01:19:40,710 --> 01:19:42,476
      and this is my ship.

1039
01:19:45,047 --> 01:19:48,182
<i> Le bateau impassible,</i>     

1040
01:19:48,184 --> 01:19:53,087
      <i> incroyable, royale,</i>      

1041
01:19:53,089 --> 01:19:54,088
      all stuffed into...       

1042
01:19:57,426 --> 01:20:00,928
     <i> black garbage bags...</i>     

1043
01:20:03,699 --> 01:20:05,599
    <i> ...and thrown overboard.</i>   

1044
01:20:07,069 --> 01:20:10,738
             -<i> Sam.</i>             
             - Sam.             

1045
01:20:10,740 --> 01:20:13,440
           - Oh, God.           
         - This should          
     make you feel better.      

1046
01:20:13,442 --> 01:20:14,675
            Thanks.             

1047
01:20:16,212 --> 01:20:19,914
      Now... let's drink.       

1048
01:20:25,288 --> 01:20:26,787
              Oh!

1049
01:20:31,561 --> 01:20:34,562
It's nice to spend       
   some time with you, Jules.   

1050
01:20:34,564 --> 01:20:37,798
          - Before...           
     - Before what? I die?      

1051
01:20:37,800 --> 01:20:39,600
     You finish your film?      

1052
01:20:41,904 --> 01:20:44,772
       You know, I'm not        
  quite sure I've forgiven you  
    for giving up painting.     

1053
01:20:44,774 --> 01:20:46,373
        Oh, not you too.        

1054
01:20:47,476 --> 01:20:50,077
          I still have          
      that first painting.      

1055
01:20:50,079 --> 01:20:52,446
   Your first from my class.    

1056
01:20:52,448 --> 01:20:53,948
           - You do?            
            - Yeah.

1057
01:20:53,950 --> 01:20:56,150
It's hanging in the hall    
         by the stairs.         

1058
01:20:57,753 --> 01:20:59,453
      I thought you hated       
          that thing.           

1059
01:20:59,455 --> 01:21:00,654
           I love it.           

1060
01:21:08,264 --> 01:21:10,197
       I need to do this        
          more often.           

1061
01:21:11,234 --> 01:21:13,734
           ( sighs )            
            Me, too.            

1062
01:21:17,640 --> 01:21:19,840
         So many stars          
           out here.            

1063
01:21:22,511 --> 01:21:24,912
              Sam:              
        <i> I almost forgot</i>        
          <i> about them.</i>

1064
01:21:24,914 --> 01:21:27,781
Jules:             
       <i> It's an illusion,</i>       
            <i> Samuel.</i>            

1065
01:21:27,783 --> 01:21:30,351
            <i> It's all</i>           
     <i> a beautiful illusion.</i>     

1066
01:21:44,667 --> 01:21:46,634
       Are you just gonna       
      keep staring at me,       

1067
01:21:46,636 --> 01:21:48,435
        or are you gonna        
         say something?         

1068
01:21:58,481 --> 01:22:01,715
      You can't just keep       
       not talking to me.       

1069
01:22:01,717 --> 01:22:05,119
       <i> �</i> I never thought       
      <i> I'd be so bored... �</i>

1070
01:22:07,723 --> 01:22:09,223
Come here.           

1071
01:22:09,225 --> 01:22:12,693
       <i> � The square inch</i>       
          <i> of my room �</i>         

1072
01:22:12,695 --> 01:22:16,330
         <i> � Gets smaller</i>        
     <i> when you're near me �</i>     

1073
01:22:16,332 --> 01:22:20,067
  <i> � And I can see your yours �</i> 

1074
01:22:20,069 --> 01:22:23,804
     <i> �</i> You can see the dots    
        <i> in my eyes... �</i>        

1075
01:22:25,141 --> 01:22:28,042
     Is that what you want?     

1076
01:22:28,044 --> 01:22:31,412
      <i> �</i> But they're glued      
       <i> to the headline �</i>       

1077
01:22:31,414 --> 01:22:33,681
          <i> � You can do</i>
<i> what you want �</i>        

1078
01:22:33,683 --> 01:22:37,618
     <i> �</i> But you never do it     
        <i> under the gun �</i>        

1079
01:22:39,021 --> 01:22:41,021
         <i> � You can say</i>         
        <i> what you want �</i>        

1080
01:22:41,023 --> 01:22:45,926
     <i> �</i> But you never say it    
        <i> under the gun �</i>        

1081
01:23:14,523 --> 01:23:17,024
           ( grunts )           
       What am I gonna do       
     with all these books?      

1082
01:23:18,794 --> 01:23:22,129
       Jesus, you're such       
            a child.            

1083
01:23:22,131 --> 01:23:24,131
           ( whines )
Help me.            

1084
01:23:24,133 --> 01:23:25,766
          Okay, okay.           

1085
01:23:25,768 --> 01:23:27,601
        Since you don't         
      have any shelves...       

1086
01:23:29,638 --> 01:23:31,472
    let's just stack them...    

1087
01:23:36,912 --> 01:23:41,248
      neatly, in columns,       
       against the wall.        

1088
01:23:41,250 --> 01:23:43,717
       Just make it look        
     like it's on purpose.      

1089
01:23:46,389 --> 01:23:48,489
        When did you get        
       this place again?        

1090
01:23:51,994 --> 01:23:53,844
              '98.              

1091
01:23:53,845 --> 01:23:55,695
     Well, it's about time      
       it started looking
like a real home.        

1092
01:23:56,899 --> 01:23:59,033
        I never expected        
      to be here so long.       

1093
01:24:01,237 --> 01:24:03,303
          I'm hungry.           
        Are you hungry?         

1094
01:24:03,305 --> 01:24:04,805
          I could eat.          

1095
01:24:06,475 --> 01:24:11,078
        So Mark is gonna        
       bring the tree by        
     in a couple of hours.      

1096
01:24:11,080 --> 01:24:12,613
        I can't believe         
       you're forcing me        
          to do this.           

1097
01:24:12,615 --> 01:24:14,615
        Hey, you're 55,         

1098
01:24:14,617 --> 01:24:16,850
       and it's Christmas
in July.            

1099
01:24:19,789 --> 01:24:21,855
         William would          
           be happy.            

1100
01:24:43,212 --> 01:24:44,545
             Now...             

1101
01:24:45,948 --> 01:24:47,347
      the place is ready.       

1102
01:24:55,825 --> 01:24:57,191
     What if nobody comes?      

1103
01:24:59,395 --> 01:25:00,594
         They'll come.          

1104
01:25:03,732 --> 01:25:05,199
         Thanks, Mags.          

1105
01:25:07,636 --> 01:25:09,036
          I gotta go.           

1106
01:25:11,874 --> 01:25:13,907
           But I will           
       see you tomorrow.        

1107
01:25:16,145 --> 01:25:18,245
          Do not worry          
            so much.            

1108
01:25:23,319 --> 01:25:25,252
     ( door opens, closes )

1109
01:25:56,352 --> 01:25:59,253
<i> � Hold my hand �</i>       

1110
01:26:02,124 --> 01:26:05,692
        <i> � I am afraid �</i>        

1111
01:26:07,930 --> 01:26:11,865
     <i> �</i> Please pray for me �    

1112
01:26:13,903 --> 01:26:16,537
       <i> � When I am away �</i>      

1113
01:26:19,875 --> 01:26:24,645
      <i> � Comfort the girl �</i>     

1114
01:26:24,647 --> 01:26:27,814
    <i> � Help her understand �</i>    

1115
01:26:31,287 --> 01:26:34,121
         <i> � No memory �</i>         

1116
01:26:37,059 --> 01:26:39,893
     <i> �</i> No matter how sad �     

1117
01:26:42,798 --> 01:26:47,901
      <i> � And no violence �</i>      

1118
01:26:47,903 --> 01:26:50,204
     <i> � No matter how bad �</i>     

1119
01:26:53,809 --> 01:26:57,244
    <i> � Can darken the heart �</i>   

1120
01:27:00,115 --> 01:27:03,150
     <i> �</i> Or tear it apart. �

1121
01:27:14,630 --> 01:27:15,829
Braeden.            

1122
01:27:17,099 --> 01:27:19,366
           Hey, Sam.            

1123
01:27:19,368 --> 01:27:20,534
         I didn't think         
          you'd come.           

1124
01:27:20,536 --> 01:27:22,169
        You don't mind,         
            do you?             

1125
01:27:22,171 --> 01:27:24,605
        Oh, my God, no.         
     The more the merrier.      

1126
01:27:24,607 --> 01:27:25,939
    I invited you, didn't I?    

1127
01:27:25,941 --> 01:27:29,009
       - Happy birthday.        
           - Thanks.            

1128
01:27:29,011 --> 01:27:30,177
          So can I get          
       you guys a drink?        

1129
01:27:30,179 --> 01:27:32,613
       Beer, wine, vodka,
gin, tequila, rum?       

1130
01:27:32,615 --> 01:27:34,314
          Both: Beer.           

1131
01:27:34,316 --> 01:27:37,050
        Okay, two beers.        
      I'll be right back.       

1132
01:27:45,294 --> 01:27:46,994
            Egg nog.            

1133
01:27:46,996 --> 01:27:48,962
            Egg nog?            

1134
01:27:48,964 --> 01:27:50,230
        Where'd you get         
        egg nog in July?        

1135
01:27:50,232 --> 01:27:52,199
      Don't ask questions,      
         man, drink it.         

1136
01:27:53,535 --> 01:27:56,169
         - Good, right?         
          - Oh. Boozy.          

1137
01:27:56,171 --> 01:27:57,371
          Hell, yeah.           

1138
01:27:58,974 --> 01:28:00,641
          Plenty more
where that came from.      

1139
01:28:02,378 --> 01:28:04,011
            Beer...             

1140
01:28:04,013 --> 01:28:05,512
           and beer.            

1141
01:28:05,514 --> 01:28:06,813
          - Thank you.          
           - Cheers.            

1142
01:28:14,857 --> 01:28:16,056
             Okay.              

1143
01:28:18,560 --> 01:28:19,760
             Yeah.              

1144
01:28:22,531 --> 01:28:24,031
        Merry Christmas.        

1145
01:28:24,033 --> 01:28:25,599
        Merry Christmas.        

1146
01:28:25,601 --> 01:28:28,201
            - Mateo!            
          - Both: Hey!          

1147
01:28:28,203 --> 01:28:29,569
    Happy birthday, big guy.    

1148
01:28:29,571 --> 01:28:30,604
           Thank you.           

1149
01:28:30,606 --> 01:28:32,072
        Is Jeffrey here?

1150
01:28:32,074 --> 01:28:33,840
Uh, yeah, he's         
     around here somewhere.     

1151
01:28:38,380 --> 01:28:40,681
      I want to apologize,      

1152
01:28:40,683 --> 01:28:45,185
        for... you know,        
       I was making such        
       an ass of myself.        

1153
01:28:45,187 --> 01:28:48,288
     Aw, you can't help it.     

1154
01:28:50,592 --> 01:28:52,759
    I really didn't mean it.    

1155
01:28:52,761 --> 01:28:55,128
           ( laughs )           

1156
01:28:55,130 --> 01:28:57,030
         Yeah, you did.         

1157
01:28:57,032 --> 01:28:59,032
      Happy birthday, Sam.      

1158
01:29:01,070 --> 01:29:04,271
    I'm so glad you're here.    

1159
01:29:04,273 --> 01:29:05,872
    - It's a great turnout.     
           - Mm-hmm.

1160
01:29:05,874 --> 01:29:09,276
Uh, who are all these      
     cute white boys, Sam?      

1161
01:29:09,278 --> 01:29:11,278
              Ah.               

1162
01:29:11,280 --> 01:29:12,979
      <i> That used to be us.</i>      

1163
01:29:12,981 --> 01:29:16,950
         Oh, now you're         
      just old white men.       

1164
01:29:16,952 --> 01:29:19,619
            - Ouch.             
       - Happy birthday!        

1165
01:29:19,621 --> 01:29:21,254
             To me!             

1166
01:29:21,256 --> 01:29:25,092
              All:              
   � Happy birthday to you �    

1167
01:29:25,094 --> 01:29:28,662
        � Happy birthday        
            to you �            

1168
01:29:28,664 --> 01:29:33,333
  � Happy birthday dear Sam �

1169
01:29:33,335 --> 01:29:39,072
� Happy birthday        
            to you �            

1170
01:29:39,074 --> 01:29:40,340
             Wish.              

1171
01:29:42,745 --> 01:29:46,847
      ( cheers, applause )      

1172
01:29:52,254 --> 01:29:55,288
            - Cake?             
        - Sure, thanks.         

1173
01:29:55,290 --> 01:29:57,457
        I don't believe         
           we've met.           

1174
01:29:57,459 --> 01:30:00,293
       Oh, I am Braeden.        

1175
01:30:00,295 --> 01:30:03,497
      Julian. One of Sam's      
        oldest friends.         

1176
01:30:03,499 --> 01:30:06,400
    - You were his teacher.     
            - I was.            

1177
01:30:07,936 --> 01:30:10,737
          <i> Time goes by</i>
<i> so fast.</i>           

1178
01:30:11,874 --> 01:30:13,607
            - Yeah?             
         - You'll see.          

1179
01:30:13,609 --> 01:30:16,777
     One day you'll be Sam,     
     the next you'll be me.     

1180
01:30:16,779 --> 01:30:18,378
         And then what?         

1181
01:30:18,380 --> 01:30:20,547
      Back into the ether.      

1182
01:31:00,155 --> 01:31:01,988
   A-five, six, seven, eight!   

1183
01:31:01,990 --> 01:31:05,358
              All:              
        � Angels we have        
        heard on high �         

1184
01:31:05,360 --> 01:31:08,562
       � Sweetly singing        
       o'er the plains �        

1185
01:31:25,714 --> 01:31:28,148
             - Hey.
- Hey.             

1186
01:31:32,788 --> 01:31:35,322
           I hate it            
      when you smoke pot.       

1187
01:31:39,461 --> 01:31:42,128
       I hate it when you       
        fuck other guys.        

1188
01:32:00,549 --> 01:32:02,749
     I should say goodbye.      

1189
01:32:02,751 --> 01:32:04,184
            I'll be             
          downstairs.           

1190
01:32:14,930 --> 01:32:16,029
              Hey.              

1191
01:32:17,799 --> 01:32:20,500
        I'm taking off,         
         but I just...          

1192
01:32:20,502 --> 01:32:24,838
      wanted to make sure       
        I gave you this         
          before I go.

1193
01:32:27,242 --> 01:32:31,311
It's a sort of IOU.       

1194
01:32:41,657 --> 01:32:43,323
           You don't            
        owe me anything.        

1195
01:32:55,437 --> 01:32:57,504
      Happy birthday, Sam.      

1196
01:33:15,357 --> 01:33:18,258
     The things we've seen.     

1197
01:33:21,396 --> 01:33:22,963
             Yeah.              

1198
01:33:25,133 --> 01:33:28,935
         It's a miracle         
      we can still string       
      a sentence together.      

1199
01:33:37,179 --> 01:33:39,312
           I brought            
     those slides for you.      

1200
01:33:44,486 --> 01:33:46,753
           There are            
        some good ones.         

1201
01:34:08,410 --> 01:34:10,944
         ( door opens )

1202
01:34:13,115 --> 01:34:15,882
Mags! You wild child.      

1203
01:34:15,884 --> 01:34:17,884
         Yes, Sam, yes.         

1204
01:34:17,886 --> 01:34:19,452
     - I should get going.      
           - Uh-huh.            

1205
01:34:19,454 --> 01:34:21,921
            I mean,             
      we should get going.      

1206
01:34:21,923 --> 01:34:25,125
         - Is she okay?         
     - Oh yeah. She's fine.     

1207
01:34:25,127 --> 01:34:28,028
        Where's Julian?         
    Where's that old fella?     

1208
01:34:28,030 --> 01:34:29,796
        - He left, Mags.        
           - He what?           

1209
01:34:29,798 --> 01:34:31,398
        - He went home.         
      - Julian went home.

1210
01:34:31,400 --> 01:34:33,700
Everybody else         
           went home.           

1211
01:34:33,702 --> 01:34:35,735
         - I was right.         
      - About what, honey?      

1212
01:34:35,737 --> 01:34:37,303
         Oh, you know.          

1213
01:34:38,473 --> 01:34:40,573
         Okay, come on.         

1214
01:34:40,575 --> 01:34:43,276
        Oh, good night,         
            my dear.            

1215
01:34:43,278 --> 01:34:44,611
           Thank you            
        for everything.         

1216
01:34:44,613 --> 01:34:46,079
          Oh, my God,           
        thank you, Sam.         

1217
01:34:46,081 --> 01:34:48,948
      And I can't help you      
       clean up tonight.

1218
01:34:48,950 --> 01:34:51,484
- That's okay.         
      - No, but I'm sorry.      

1219
01:34:51,486 --> 01:34:54,654
       - Don't be sorry.        
     - Okay, I'm not sorry.     

1220
01:34:59,961 --> 01:35:01,928
          I love you.           

1221
01:35:01,930 --> 01:35:06,399
    Like, I really love you.    
             Okay?              

1222
01:35:06,401 --> 01:35:09,102
          You love me.          
            Got it.             

1223
01:35:09,104 --> 01:35:12,539
          Okay, good.           
      Happy birthday, Sam.      

1224
01:35:13,742 --> 01:35:15,775
          I love you.           

1225
01:35:15,777 --> 01:35:18,611
       Good night, buddy.       
   Thanks for a great party.

1226
01:35:18,613 --> 01:35:20,346
Any time.            

1227
01:35:22,451 --> 01:35:24,984
          Night night.          
     Merry Christmas, Sam.      

1228
01:35:24,986 --> 01:35:27,487
       Good night, Mags.        

1229
01:35:27,489 --> 01:35:31,324
      I'll see you later.       
        Like, tomorrow.         

1230
01:35:31,326 --> 01:35:33,393
         - To clean up.         
            - Okay.             

1231
01:35:36,164 --> 01:35:37,497
            Bye bye.            

1232
01:35:51,113 --> 01:35:55,648
        ( serene music )


